Sunshine rainbowz

2011 in a blog post!

2012-01-20T01:00:00.003+08:00

okie the time has come..... for a photo spazz of me HAHAHAHAH hi. recounting the events in 2011! Honestly, 2011 was one of my fastest/toughest/most hectic year. With Os, taking up new positions of authority (sounds very big, but actually no), stepping up, fun-filled events, mission trip and whatnot. It was a good year, looking forward to even greater in 2012 ;)

Disclaimer: there's gna be like 55 photos of me cos I looked through my photos to recall such activities soooooooooo.. TOO BAD IF YOU DON'T LIKE SHORT, SMALL AND FAIR GIRLS.

1. CCA recruitment
Gladys! (I have chubbier cheeks now. Y AH)
MSG KF Chen and I! If you don't get that, it means Master Sgt. Feb 12~
Team UG! (L to R) Samuel Aisyah KF Benny Samuel

2. Hosted CNY lg steamboat at my place!

Chuwen, my pillow and my poor pup... being tilted to and fro because sam likes taking her on a rollar coaster ride
Everyone! with the exception of Sunil and Daryl. so much leftovers, I ate steamboat for 3 consecutive days after that.

3. Cross country

Kwok Fong
again. (if you didn't notice, his initials line up to KFC. ironically, he's not a huge fan of that)
STCW
Girly moments after x country. @frolick! my _____ (insert word), meg^^^^^

4. SNN's holiday to australia!

Yesterday, today, tomorrow!
with the card I made for her before she left for aussie. and had leadership conference before that!

5. Enrolment!

(because I look good here)

hehe enrolment is technically, a major part of my 2011 cos it was the first time I participated in enrolment com, exposed to new stuff and etc. excited for enrolment 2012, hopefully I can be part of it, helping out!

Capt Sunil!

6. AAC. Annual Awards Ceremony and coincidentally, NCC's POP too. Passing Out Parade.
Liting! heheh she's such a dear. eh I've got good skin here :o)
buddy!

7. Happy birthday Meg ;) 23 may!

self-explainatory with killer flash. we lurbbiex you

8. Radical conference!

my QT 3.142 and hippo :)
yeah whatever. I look good hahahah ni hao wo shi lulu.
Kumyong's sharing group! which has grown thrice as much :)
JUSTIFIED;) and some from outlive!

9. Justified's food hunt

another random photo of me here cos..... yeah. ^^
Rachel! her nose looks so cute I want to press it now..... like a button LOL OK

team......... something something. (L to R) YJ STCW PCM WW Rachie
you must be rolling your eyes by now
awesome people :)

10. Justified bbq

Happy birthday Siyun!
you know your fringe is too long when it covers one of your eyes in the photo. zz

Mr Chin said this looks like 凹 (aw1). eh the green spot is not snot okay that's some camera defect. I think cameras and I don't get along very well. /emo

11. Connect outing

Charlene :)
and the rest of the photos.... aren't uploaded yet LOL I doubt they'll be, anytime soon.

12. GB day!

Sgt Sheryl weeeeeeeee.

13. Youth cup

awesome people again!
Thank you Marvin for this photo hehehe fuji apple is nais /advert

14. Happy birthday Helio

so we were all soccer fans for a day
Junwei with my hairband HAHAHAHAH. Lamfeng and Jiayi
RANDOM SHOT AGAIN DON'T CRUCIFY ME. :/

15. Racial Harmony day. my first and my last in bbss!

pretty girls as my escort HAHAHA

16. Mission trip to cambodia :)

Oudom! soooo blessed to have him as our translator :)
Team Ebenezer :)
MegTYL :) this was taken straight after I yawned and hence, the teary eyes. but since my bff looks fab here.... why not :) *wave. *penguin wave. *EHS clap hehe
super cute boy from Pursat's home :) took the bus for 6 hours to travel from Siem Reap, Battambang to Phnom Penh, Pursat then to the city. Didn't stop at KC to see my kids, aww :(

17. YI Camp! Into the new!

Amazing people :)
Kumyong's sharing group, again!

18. photo spam at meg's

M S WHappy -> intimidating -> forceful
ONE. Randy: wo wong ni hor. HAHAHAHAHHA

19. photo spam at my house yesterday hehe
sooooo chubby hehe
human centipede! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH aiyo laptop like blocking the way
pretty :)

hehehe okie pretty much summed up my 2011 except that there were much more events! Like mugging for Os (finished 19 giant slayers cards woah), my surprise birthday song in the bus in cambodia HAHAHAHAH, retreat which I missed cos I was sick and mummy didn't allow :( holiday to taiwan, FOP, xmas bash etc etc. blessed year :)

oh hehehe got back my Os result. no matter what the results, I'll still praise! L1R5 11 points raw, net 9. L1R4 raw 8. :) really so favoured! Got an A1 for lit even when I literally smoked my way through it. see, God is able! expecting even greater for 2012 :)

Thoughts (part 2)

2012-01-03T21:35:00.014+08:00

Weeeee I am back! After like a prolonged period of a few months due to Os and stuff. So now I'm a free bird and tbh.. I totally have nothing to do at home. Maybe it's because in dec there were so many events lined up for me, like holiday to Taiwan, Cambodia mission trip, retreat (which I missed cos I was sick:( ), special meeting, YI camp, Xmas bash, heading over to Randy's almost daily with the rest to supervise him doing his hmwk and also to party ^^

Then now, not going to school is really... bleah. Super boring, I need to find a job asap man. Like one which pays $5/hour or more. My mum just hired me to be her maid today, $5/hour (that's like half the price of our part time maid) helping her change bedsheets, mop/sweep the floor and clean the windows. Huh I don't even do housework.... so today I just slept my whole day away. Happy first day of school! I NEED A JOB. that doesn't include me cooking maggi mee for you hor, Randy Chia MH HUAHUAHUA

Yup okie another pressing issue is that.... Os results are coming out on 9 Jan (allegedly) ohman. I'm rather.. chilled. Though I know I'll be pretty disappointed if I don't get at least 6 distinctions (ok maybe 5) and well, I was up thinking last night. Jc/poly? Laying out the pros and cons, but then again, it's not up to me. Because God, Your ways are higher than my ways! Trying to reason with myself will just waste my time (like watching Human Centipede, sick show thanks)

And another one! Serving in brigade? Then I would have to juggle with connect, school, brigade.. This fear of not being able to handle things pulls me back. :/ don't want to have a nervous/emotional breakdown like the other time. I do like being called Sgt Sheryl though... ^^ Thinking of all these, I know I'll go back to serve eventually. It's like my heart lies there, even after all the skipping of parades (ooops exposed) and the radical change in 2011 :) my fridays are so weird without parades.

Ok on a lighter note, shall post some photos from the taiwan trip but it's kinda boring to continuously see waterfalls, sceneries, cows, temples and such soooo I sieved out 3 pretty photos of me HAHAHAHAH get ready for the narcissistic spam guys! (and girls)
my pretty mum and I!
this super cute Malaysian girl that's like 2years old. the resemblance is uncanny eh?
hehehehehe this is like some metal pony for kids to ride LOL the sign says "notice: only for kids under 8 years old. thank you for your cooperation" that's like half my age. #thingstodobeforeIdie Oh well! Miss my long hair :( why do I look so white anyway

Yup okie I promise to blog about mission trip soon (long overdue) wait for it :)

Thoughts

2011-11-09T01:29:00.006+08:00

"It's just a harmless text message, no big deal right?" yeah right Sheryl, a seemingly harmless text could well send you off your path a 'few' more text messages later. God, this is so hard. But this is how satan tries to tempt others, to fall into sin through the same tactics, through the same weakness, right?

Through the same soft spot........ constantly struggling with it. It's so tough but God, I know this is essential for the greater good. It's essential because if I don't draw a line, I'm going to risk more than just my own spiritual walk. It hurts, but look at the bigger picture, Sheryl Ng. It's gna be worth it.

It's not just about me anymore. It's about my community and what is at risk cannot be simply brushed off. Sheryl, Sheryl...

Meeting a need

2011-09-18T11:04:00.003+08:00

This week was really good! Had a renewed mindset on serving, God really spoke on how I sld serve with what I don't have, instead of what I have. This means that I sld ~~constantly~~ look to God for strength, tap into His power all the time! Not just when I need it, but ALL THE TIME.

Yup sometimes serving really feels like a chore....... when you're on the edge of your tether and you're really drained out of your resources/energy alr. Really hurts to be pushed to the limit but this is essential for growth, to be refined and strengthed so much. Sometimes I'd really want to take a break from serving, otherwise I'll really break someday.

But today, Kumyong really enlighted me that I sldn't take a break, cos I'll just be running away from the problems and not facing/solving it. Super thankful for such an awesome sharing group leader for giving me such cool advices :) today, I served with a total change in my mindset! Felt really really really really (reilliteration to make a point known) renewed!

I know using the word 'really' is quite boring but I really love Justified :) ky's sharing group really went all out to meet my need, especially when ky said that my need was to hear the sermon discussion (which I practically miss weekly cos of Connect) and they even offered to record down sermon discussion for me :') like awwwwwwww. Sidenote: Sammy wants to charge me $2 for it though. LOL.

Okay back to the point. Ky encouraged me on the bus just now, about how my enthusiasm shines, and enthusiastic people are often optimistic people! He also added that I'm a pace setter (what's that?) and in a team, a pace setter is crucical otherwise it'll fall/not be able to function properly. He said that I have qualities of a leader, even though I might not think that I do (woah true true) and I have the attitude that everyone sld have!

He made his point known that from that start of the year, I've been really cheerful, might be one of those people who are the most cheerful ones in his life! Yeap like how I always look at the bright side of things, how I choose to remain optismistic and rejoice in the Lord even when situations seem so hopeless. He said it's a gifting from God, and I sld maximise it to serve Him! :)

I'm really touched by what he said, feels good to be encouraged for a change, rather than constantly being the one to dish out encouragement like water to others hahahaha okay bad joke :/ TBH he wanted to say all that to me on my birthday but since I wanted and needed encouragement, he just decided to tell me then hahahah. Super touched by Justified :)

Okay end of my really long post! Thank you for reading and I hope you are blessed by this :)

p/s I did smth really really blur. I handed up my mt form with my parents' signature, photocopies of passport and $700. But I....... forgot to let Sunil/Joys/Kumyong sign it :( ugh! #goldfish Y I SO BLUR.

p/p/s only slept for 3 hours last night! Slept at 3am, woke up at 6am to encourage those going for CMT, nua in bed till 8am, studied till 9am, (tried to but couldn't really) sleep til 11am........ Yeah my head hurts now. This feels like a hangover!BUT NO I DON'T DRINK.

p/p/p/s met Michelle (Wong) in the toilet yesterday and she commented, "you're so white!" well...... What's new? but it's not everyday that I get praises in the toilet HAHAHAHAHA LOL.

p/p/p/p/s Prelim results are out!
English B4 62% :/
Emaths A1 83% wooo got 90/100 for p2 :D
Amaths B3 65% :) improved from D7!
Chem B3 65% :)
Physics B4 60% :)
Chinese (O's) B3, oral Merit :)
Lit B3 67% :)
Combined Humans D7 46% :/

gotta really work hard for com humans! but L1R5 is 17, jumped 3 grades! Thank God :D hehe. prep exam's starting tmrw! gna push myself to my limits to excel :) SHERYL NG JIA YI, YOU CAN DO THISSSSSSS. 7 A 1s, gogogo! (not 8 cos Chinese's B3 so yeah...... :/)

this is so lengthy! (but I guess it's good HAHAHAHAH) bye sunny people, see you all after O's! Hope this makes up for the lack of posts! :) God, I need moarrrrrrrrr. MOAR OF YOU!

Unique

2011-09-04T01:58:00.004+08:00

I think Alisha would like this post HAHAHAHAH.

My hands are as small as Denise's. P3 kid leh (don't laugh..... I know:( )
I'm as short/small/tiny as a smurf.
Pretty blur.
I don't like garnishes on my porridge/any food.
My shoe size is probably the smallest you've ever seen, for my age. (4)
I smile a lot.
I laugh a lot.
I've this tendancy to make things as organized as possible. OCD? :/
Dislike garlic/onions :/
Chubby cheeks!
Got an appetite of a hippo (thou I really don't know how much a hippo eats. metaphor!)
Very accident prone.
Alisha says I'm too jumpy/cheerful/sunshine-ish.
She's my secret clone cos we have the same birthday yay.

You see, I'm wonderfully made in His image!

Hello Alisha

2011-09-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY HUNGRY. Here's the post that you've been longing for! Okay bye :)

Glorious; Find A Way

2011-07-25T22:42:00.006+08:00

#RADCON2011 was really really good! we had....
the awesome Parachute Band from Auckland :) love their songs!

Omega Levine :)

Born without a nose. His testimony is really really inspiring! you can read his story here

Love how these photos really show his passion for worship! we need to be so hungry for God with every passing day! :)

And we had.... HENRY SEELEY the coolest lead singer from Planetshakers!

love his songs :)

also had the honour of having Ps Matt Fielder here at RADCON! :D "so cool la"

YOU. must come #RADCON2012 :D hahahahaha. the sessions were really really good! Felt really renewed, I'm ready for more breakthroughs in my everyday life! Expecting God to work so much, this Radical Conference is like none others. So if you didn't come, you really missed out on the awesomest event EVER :D Looking forward to FOP and radcon next year :) :)

Okay prepare yourself for my photo spammage.......

Wanqi and I! HAHAHHA yao mei super cute :)

Henry Seeley and me! love his songs!

Justified! (plus a few extrassss from Outlive) with Ps Matt :)

Kumyong's sharing group! with vocalist Omega Levine :D

Sheryl Wanqi Alisha! :) :) really love this photo, it's my new wallpaper HAHAHAH

Ps Matt and I! YES YES I NOW HAVE A PHOTO WITH THE FAMOUS PASTOR :)

Sheryl and Callum Galloway (I think?)

He's really really hot hahahah iLike :)

okay this is the abrupt ending of my (very) short photo spazz about radcon. Loved this year's, gna be a radical person for God! There is going to be a revival, a breakthrough, God is going to work mightily :)

Ohyes, extra lessons till 4.30pm is gna be cancelled from next week. awesome or what man! this leaves me more time for revision and definitely more sleep time :) AND LONGER QT TOO YES YES YES :)

Cool story bro

2011-07-04T00:37:00.008+08:00

HI ALLZ I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING FOR A LONGGGG TIME AND I HAVE CHINESE O'S ORAL ON TUESDAY (which is like tmrw) Hah okay Alisha requested for me to blog so...... here goes!

Last week we had Justified's bbq! (too lazy/busy to save all the photos and upload it here...... SORRY :( I PROMISE TO DO IT AFTER O'S) quite a waste actually, we didn't finish all the food because the fire went out halfway and we had trouble starting it up :/ but nonetheless, it was a great time for fellowship! :)

Okay la give you all a few photos!
Mr Chin said that this is like a chinese word: 凹 (aw1) hehee nevermind la, I'm contented that I have a photo with the 2 cool-est guys on earth.

Cool ice cream yo hahaha! Nais I like. (really A FEW)

School's been.... tiring :/ till 4.30pm daily, not easy to juggle homework and fatigue together. But with God, I can overcome all these! Hee okay let's see. I have chinese oral on tues, emaths p1 time trial on wed, chem test on thurs, physics test on friday.

This feels......... ironically sane :l I think I'm the weirdest person on earth. Oh yes, I got 26/30 for amaths integration test and I'm really really elated cos.... from failing to being 2nd in class, it's a huge achievement and I couldn't have done it without God! :D

Tmrw is youth day! Really thankful for this extra day of break so that I can catch up on my revision for chinese oral, finish my lit homework and whatnot. First week of school is quite hetic alr :/ 1 week down, 19 more weeks to go! (maybe lesser)

Yay I love saturdays because I get to spend time with my lovely Justified and serve in the coolest place- Connect Corner! It's seriously like a high tea session everytime we're serving there after service heheee, this is how we all share/do life tgt ;) :')

Okay the muscles on my left middle finger is slightly tensed up right now because before service on saturday, Chowkoon and I were chipping the ice formation on the cold storage freezer and..... yup SOMEONE didn't hold up the door and it came crashing right down on my poor fingers :/ yeah it hurts even more than the time which Chowkoon accidentally hammered my fingers. Accident prone much?

Hehehee yeap my nose is pretty runny now and coughing slightly, hope it won't affect the oral! Don't want to talk in a hoarse voice lol and Alishasha is telling me about her epic dream she has last night (shotgun pregnancy) which scared her out of her wits, she texted me about it this morning LOL HAHAHAH. I love my LGMs.

Qingchen Lim says
i hope not
you know how freaky it was
in my dream i gave birth in a camp
then i was like ok how to raise you ah i dont even know your dad
Sheryl Ng says
.....
Qingchen Lim says
i have no money
Sheryl Ng says
nais
Qingchen Lim says
SRSLY
i was like damn desperate
then i woke up thinking I MUST SAVE MY KID
then i realised i didnt have a kid -_-

I am slightly in awe of my nonchalent emotionless replies LOL hahahha. Okay I doubt I'll have time to blog and keep this place alive anymore :( sooooo, miss me you all! (give you all a nice photo of me so that it will be in-memory-of-sheryl hee)

chubby cheeks and baby fats HAHAHHAH.

I know I said 1 photo but... sha said this looked nice so yeap hahaha I saved the best for the last! (although I look pretty unglam most of the time.... if not all)

I'll catch a grenade for you

2011-05-31T14:03:00.017+08:00

Yay holidays are here! Hehe there's 2 extra weeks of lessons but I'm glad that 4e2 doesn't have class today because most of our teachers aren't free *suans 4e1/3/4* HAHAHA. Anyway, yesterday marked the end of Chinese O's! Intensive mugging finally put to a stop, don't have to chiong practice papers daily alr. Feel kinda empty :/

Yeap we got our report cards back alr and I'm really glad to see the improvement from last year! :) :) from 28th in class to 15th, from 77th in level to 45th! All glory to God, because I passed both my sciences + got praised in class by Mr Quek + got highest in class for English compo!

Quek: You know Sheryl, I expected you to fail this paper. But you didn't. Instead, you gave me a slap across the face. Not literally la, I mean. You all should be like Sheryl- quiet worker. You did well this time Sheryl, but will you be better?

Yes I will! I did well, not by my own efforts, but by God's grace :D okay this is my verrrry overdue post which I've been wanting to blog about since like.... eons ago. AAC + POP!

The UG 'gang' hahaha, nice people!

My best friend! :) :)

POP! Officially stepped down liao hahaha. Aac was super boring.

Hahah my crapping partner, same height ftw.

2011 has been a good year indeed :) next up, prelims and Os! time to mug like crazy, spend lesser time online, sleep less (#1 on my to-dos), and get more correction tape refills. Okay now, Youth Cup! :)

Good job everyone! Even thou we didn't win for captain's ball and poison dodgeball, but what's most important is that we all have fun + fellowship! All our efforts didn't go to waste, it just channelled into the awesome team spirit :)

Evidence of training hard.

#33 and #22 :)
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Hehe love my community, JUSSSSTIFIED!

Being the photographer of the day enabled me to capture epic shots like this.
Gabriel: my wallet is my stress ball! (spasm)

Justified 1 vs Justified 2!

Hehe we scored! (I think)

At the finals! Penalty kick leh, hahahah we scored wooooo.

Epitomise of 'exhilarated' and 'elated'

and we won! :D

self-explainatory!

Keith + Chenghwee = cute cute.

HAHAHAHA LOOK AT WHAT NIC'S DOING. #Bryan Nicholas Teo Zhao Ser

Taupok-ing is a tradition.

Hehe cute boys, but kf's poor leg... :P

OKAY END OF YOUTH CUP! I was hogging the camera most of the time and was someone's personal photographer heh. *jumps with joy* but got horrible blisters on Sunday's training and it got a lot worse after I wore shoes to school on Monday + pus :/

So on Tuesday I played 2 half-matches and the blisters were killing me alr :/ limped my way around trying to take good shots hehe. AND twisted my ankle in the first match... injurypronegirlz95 wore slippers to school for 3 straight days weeee first time in history.

Yeap anyway I didn't finish Chinese p1 in time, halfway thru my essay but I think p2 was quite alright! Hehe gotta rely on God for His mercy, this is the time where faith gets strengthed in circumstances that seem impossible! :)

Grenade is stuck in my head! Hahaha someone's gna play it for me :) yay

Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

I promise to....

2011-05-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

blog about Youth Cup soon! btw we got first for soccer, Justified's the champ ;) hehee. Lots of stuff to update, results, YC, etc. But for now... it's a race against time to do well for Chinese O's!

p/s passed both my sciences :D praise God!
p/p/s guess who got first in class for Eng compo? :)

Anguish

2011-05-08T22:32:00.003+08:00

This is good stuff!

Honestly, I don't know.

2011-04-14T21:25:00.006+08:00

I feel a need to blog... a really emo post tonight. :(

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Would you save me? I am stuck and on the verge of crumbling :'( I'd really like to talk to you.

To do what you feel like, at the price of everything you have? Sheryl, you want to screw up and let history repeat? :( /secretlystabsselfagain

Stepping down

2011-04-02T22:56:00.003+08:00

This is such a predictable topic hahahah. Enrolment was yesterday! My last one as a GB girl heheh but looking forward to other enrolment services when I come back to serve! Yup I'm going back to serve, shocking right?

Comparing my life a year ago and now, there's a drastic change, no? Okay apart from the rank (SGT SHERYL!) and appearance (became prettier hehehe self-proclaim only), my passion for God is like overflowing. Been blessed in so many ways! :) hehe yup I'm promoted alr, Sgt leh. Might have taken a longer time than others, but I did it. I did it with God :)

Bling blings! (bimbo max) oh and I dropped my community badge.
Sheryl and Captain Sunil! S and S heheh my boss so cool leh.
KKM and I! :D heheh love you max wor.
Boss, KKM (blending in the background) , Weiyan and me hehehe realised my cap looks super off in the photos. Aiya doesn't matter la, at least I look... presentable hee.

Yup and enrolment was good even thou there was so much left overs for food. Like at least 40 packets of it left, food i/c not easy leh. Have to plan layout, shift tables + chairs, make sure the catering goes smoothly. And while shifting the tables and chairs ytd.... the tables dropped on my foot and my boots creased :( break my heart only lor.

Ohyeah Alisha just said I'm her favourite swine hehehe yay cute sia. She just told me that I've a nice blog and everything is in a systematic order which is good, I presume? Heheh. Need a new laptop soon, this old one is lousy max :/

This is.... my encouragement stuff which I've collected over the years hehehe 120 cards in total, awesome stuff! I've seen Christina's one appearing a lot of times while I was sorting. All the these little stuff you guys do really make my day and bet chu all didn't know that it was these cards which really encouraged me in the darkest times of needs! :)

I am blessed max! :D

Out of touch

2011-03-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

My 300th post! Honestly I doubt anyone reads this place anymore. Okay so march camp is over woooo it was fun taking the girls for LTC (and dunking me with water right?) heheh yup and I think bb boys are really nice and awesome! For one, Junnyiow did a good job for consolidating the food stuff for enrolment.

Also, Helio and Changyi are super nice to carry chairs for us hehehe told you I have awesome lgms! Okay praises aside, we're just one more parade to stepping down! Can't believe that just a year ago, I was so looking forward to this day. A year later, my life, changed by Jesus :)

Words can't describe how much God has done in my life for the past few months, from picking myself up to moving on, going for mission trip, impacting others' lives. YI camp, Justified retreat, passing Chemistry (HAH), parades, enrolment committee, Phillips house captain. Looking back, all these things are not possible without God.

Others' say the change is drastice. For those who don't know, they might just say. "Change? Everyone changes. No big deal" but my dear, Jesus Christ changed my life. That a fact that undeniable and that's a change that can never be copied.

Give me a hour and I can tell you my life story. I am serious! Although sometimes, things don't really go the way I want, but I know that God is looking at the bigger plan for me. It might not satisfy me now, but in the long run, I'll definitely enjoy the rewards :)

Tonight is an ~~emo~~, lonely night. Sometimes, I look back and yeah, you know. But I know I've got to move on. It might be hard, but God is always there. I feel like turning back, but never trust your emotions. This is a lengthy post, I can't believe I just blogged this out. I miss mission trip a lot :(

You hold me now.

I want someone to say....

2011-03-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

"Sheryl? Oh, Sheryl Ng from Justified ah. The one who serves as lifegroup admin i/c? That one in GB ah. She went dragonboating on friday right? Wah, then she still go fellowship with her lifegroupmemebers (lgm) at Alisha's condo after parade and eat dinner with them. Power man, not tired ah?
Somemore she still go out on saturday leh! Morning she got enrolment meeting, then never eat lunch, help to set up connect corner. So cool right, after her service she still went to serve in connect corner. Missed half of her lifegroup sharing. Still walk to King Albert Park to eat dinner with her lg, wah then fall sick leh.
Plus she got cafe duty on sunday leh. But she sick until cough out blood la, so she never go. Got 2 days MC eh, wah I think she really go all out for God now. Unlike in the past, she really changed a lot after mission trip. Good ah, Sheryl is so sunshine-ish now"

I serve no one but God.
God > studies.
God > fatigue.
God > family.

Here's a photo to my pillar, the one whom I confided a lot in, who gave me lots of encouraging text messages at my lowest point (you know when la)

You know, it's really tough to get my piece together. Been struggling a lot now, not because of my many commitments or anything, but because... well, problems just occur at times. Whoever said that living a Godly life would be easy? But now, it's really hard la. You guys think it's easy issit?! NO.

Speaking of commitment, I am the new Phillips house captain (girls) yay and when I think back to how much commitment I have, a part of me just CRUMBLES inside. Maybe fear, maybe just the laziness to serve. What do I have? I serve in connect corner, lifegroup, family, studies, house captain, brigade (yes I do serve here, enrolment committee), PERSONAL LIFE.

Ok about personal stuff right. I feel like there's a need to rant out and get this burden off my chest. But ugh, when is the right time to talk?! Sigh I wish life was like. Grow up, get married, have kids, happily ever after. Okay actually it is like that. Just that in between, there's more to life. More than just staying in my comfort zone.

I could go on and on about this. There won't be any end, really. Because my thoughts would just flow and link it to another topic. Maybe you should find me and I could tell you my life story over a cup of milk tea. Sorry I don't like coffee.

But at least I seek comfort that God will ALWAYS be there for me. I'm trying hard and I know that God sees my efforts so it's okay, I don't have to prove myself to anyone except my Daddy up there. Why bother to please the world? Won't increase my treasure in heaven ahahah.

Okay anyway this is super wordy I don't like it anymore. Xinying told me she likes the way I sing hahah maybe I will join z3 someday. Alisha said I can go to high tunes that normal people can't yay I am special :)

Worship is an attitude from the heart. I thank God for Justified.

To love, because God first loved us.

2011-02-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

I feel the need to blog about this despite the late hour(I aimed to sleep by 10pm) because I've been through too many conflicting thoughts. Need a little help here?

ALERT: might be a little big on the Christian stuff here, so I'm warning you guys in case you read this and roll your eyes at me/complain.

The bible teaches us to be kind;
In deeds, love your neighbour like yourself
In thoughts, never to judge
In your finances, never us a brother to repay what he owes you
In actions, if some slaps you on one side of the face, offer him the other side too

Why is it when we try, people always treat us like we're trying to be double faced or something? I mean, we could be mean and bitchy all we want, but the fact that we're TRYING at least brings some brownie points, right? I'm sure(unless you were born like Jesus) ALL of us before turning into Christians were pretty (Applies to us girls, for the guys..) bitchy and totally capable of throwing a bitch fit/being sacarstic/flinging insults into your face/snapping back at others. Or maybe it's just me, but I seem to go through that every.single.day.

When things crop up.. The inner bitch in me naturally reacts by coming up with some typical bitch thing to do, which sometimes DO come out of my mouth. Thank God I only let it slip through my mouth when I'm with Constance. But ANYWAY.. the rest, I try my VERRRRYYYYY best to keep it within me and I actually reproach myself for being so mean.

But at the end of the day, what do you get? People just treating you like, 'oh okay lah she's so easy to step on' and you go like CRAZY inside, trying to stick to the bible, showing love yada yada and people just treat your KINDNESS for WEAKNESS. (Sorry for the self praise, not fighting back is my form of kindness.)

Seriously man, sometimes I get so sick of it I really wanna throw my towel in and scream: I GIVE UP, I WANNA BE BITCHY, SOMEONE TEACH ME THE ROPES, AT LEAST IT'S EASIER TO SURVIVE.

Kill, or get killed, right?
I look at all the black faces, constant negativity and everything..

Then I think of the bible and it's word..

AND I WANT TO KILL MYSELF INSTEAD.

Following God's word has never been easy and if it were easy, the whole world would be Christians. Thinking back.. It all boils down to what you're doing it for. If you're doing it to be popular, to be accepted, then you would have given up eons ago. What for? Isn't being mean an easier option? But of you're doing it for God, to show love, then I guess you wouldn't be that easily discouraged. Cuz when you think of his love.. You naturally wanna spread it to others!! :')

Sometimes, it's really good to check the condition of your heart- what are you doing it for? Who are you doing it for? Why are you doing it?

Patience has never been my forte. I lose my temper so often I actually lose count. But you know what, I'm still gonna persevere and continue cuz.. Actually I don't know why. But since I'm called to love, love I shall give.

-DEEP THOUGHTS-

From Jacelyn's.

Let go, let God.

2011-02-04T20:12:00.005+08:00

The phrase, “Let go, let God” is to let go of everything, the pain. We must let God handle the situation for you.

The draw consists of two hands. The two hands that are above the one hand on bottom of the paper, is the same hand. I believe that if there was a time in your life that happened in the past or in the present that you felt that you have given up. You feel that you are drifting away from everything, especially God. You no longer look up to Him. You are no longer holding onto Him. You have your God that you let go of but you are continually holding onto the burden, the hurt, the pain, the situation, or/and the past. However, God’s hand never moved. He is still holding onto you. Christ never strayed away or lost sight of you. He is still holding onto your hand, hoping you will hold onto His.

Let go, Let God is to give up the burden and letting God handle the rest. Leaving it up to Him, and now trusting and doing what He wants you to do.

Letting go of God is straying away from THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU DEARLY. He hates to see you hold onto other things or people other than Him. By this you must : Let go, Let God.

Trust in Him, please. Yes it’s hard, but that’s why we have faith. Faith that God will bring us through our hurdles and hardships and pain. In this pain, God is our hope.

Letting go, trusting God, having faith in God, and laying our lives for Him with hope.

From this.

14 things you need to know about me

2011-02-03T17:31:00.011+08:00

This post is gna be narcissistic, so if you can't bear with me then....... too bad. :P

1. I love Jesus.

2. I have a dog.
Why do I look so weird?

3. I have a dimple!

Cheryl! Miss my long hair :(

4. Am one of the rare people who has bigger eyes when they smile :)

5. I love Justified! My awesome community.
Okay though it's just back shots, but...... I still love them :)

No kidding, he's a monkey in disguise. Hehee.
Yeah that's me trying to start up the fire. Ikr, rare moments of Sheryl cooking.

6. I hate papaya.

7. I hate ginger.

8. I hate onions.

9. On a lighter note, I love ice cream!

10. And chocolates too ;)
11. I have my own atm card. No big deal what :/ why so surprised.

12. I am blur. Really blur. And I am a swine. Right, Dingming?
Dm miss called me thrice but I still couldn't wake up. And I slept for 3hours at a go. Sigh, life of a swine.... And a blur queen. Did wrong questions, walk into walls, forgot to bring stuff.

13. I LOVE TO TAKE PHOTOS.

14. I am short.
Just look at the height difference. Then look at Kwokfong and I. Heee.
Sigh miss Asher, wonder how he's doing in Aussie...? My number 1 awesome Australian friend!

I secretly hope someone reads this.

Officially old

2011-01-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

HI BABY, I miss you :(

Ugh, sec 4 liao. Got my ic, so I guess this means I'm ageing wayyyyy too fast. And I miss Cambodia so bad :( missiontrip4eva.

Hectic week, but thank God for giving me so much strength and endless energy everyday :D

p/s I have a dimple! Just in case you didn't see. HEHEHEEE.

An end to the year, well almost

2010-12-27T00:50:00.010+08:00

Height limit for the carolsel: 1.52m
Sheryl Cheryl Rebecca!Yaode Sheryl! Marvin said we look so couple-ish, like on our way to our wedding. HAHAHAHAH really looks like :/
My awesome friends!

Ding says:
wah i phail sia
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
why
o.o
Ding says:
i forget boil water
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
-.-
Ding says:
than pour the water on maggie mee
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
glad you know
HAHAHAH
Ding says:
sms sia
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
smg
Ding says:
like very gong
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
HAHAHAH

Yes my friend, you're extremely gong! Hehehe ;) Xmas bash was the bombz yo! And YI camp was like, the best camp everrrr. So many things this December to be thankful for ;)

28 Nov - 2 Dec : Vietnam
5 Dec - 10 Dec : Mission Trip 2010 Cambodia ;) Kampong Chhnang
11 Dec - 20 Dec : helping out for Xmas bash/ YI camp
21 Dec - 24 Dec : YI camp!
25 Dec: Christmas bash!
29 Dec - 31 Dec : Soon to be Justified retreat!

This is the most packed December ever, going out almost everyday, reaching out to my community. The best feeling you have, is when someone is saved ;) check out my mission trip post below! ;)

YI camp was totally awesome, so great to be growing closer to God everyday :) btw Christina's a horrible sleeper, she tried to hug/kiss/roll over me in her sleep ugh :( and she kiaoka over me! During MT she kiao ka also HAHAHAH

I might not be a girly girl, I don't know how to cook, can't even fry an egg, don't know what's a bronzer, don't know how to apply make up, don't go crazy over kpop/jpop. I never did housework before, never had contacts, never applied mascara, never knew how to cherish whatever I had. But God still loves me! I know there's still plenty of girly stuff I've never done before, but there'll be a chance right?

Btw Clarence's awesome ;) thank You my awesome Daddy, for making everything this December so awesome. Awesome awesome awesome. We just have to keep praying. Cheerios everyone, God loves you :)

p/s I love you.

My community, awesome people

2010-12-17T22:56:00.006+08:00

My baby from Cambodia!
We'll meet in Heaven again, I PROMISE!
Xavier Marvin Asher Sheryl Jodie Charlene Matthew! See you soon Asherrrrr. (with your wife)
Cheryl and Sheryl! HAHAHAH ;)

I WILL UPDATE SOON! I promise. Life's been good, busy helping out with X'mas bash stuff. MT was awesome. YI camp and X'mas bash in a few days! Ughhhh 3 ispl-s left>:(

Mission Trip 2010! Kampong Chhnang

2010-12-12T23:10:00.034+08:00

Day 1: @ Changi airport with my beloved mt team :)Team Diarrhea! ;) cos we all had diarrhea aft we came back from Cambodia!
Pretty clouds! Heheh I slept with Christina and Yuling cos they're my accountability partners, oh my. Christina is a horrible sleeper la! She will sleep talk and kiao ka over me-.- but don't worry, still love you!
Otw to The Green House! In the bus ;)
My Angel! Siaw Kiat Hau, Jiehao! (handsome right)
Staircase! With people holding the packs of food, see told you they're awesome people!

Had food at rooftop! Well, not the beauty world rooftop. This one doesn't have lights.

Day 2:
The next day, we went to this children's home/church. These are the bunks the kids sleep in!
Awesome team ;)
Top view from the home! It looks like a small architectural layout, but no it's not!
Then, we went to New Hope for Orphans (NHO) ;) this is Thavit, my kid!
Cuteness maxxxx :)
The place where service is held at! This is still at NHO btw, with all the kids!
The sandy area where the kids play! I still have Cambodia sand in my shoes btw :/
Pastor Roy's kid and Thavit ;)
Sophee! This is their lunch, plain rice with cabbage soup. Seriously, everyday.
Sophee's brother, Sop-ha!
Our lunch! See the vast difference?
Night time at NHO ;)
Plenty of crickets/grasshoppers/beetles. But you get used to it aft a while ;) HEHEH. The kids are atrocious please, they knew we were scared and still picked up the bugs and chased us arnd with it!
(check out the bugs on the floor) their excitement during praise and worship ;)

Day 3:
Otw to the school ;)
The pond! Arghhhh it brings back so much memories :(
Students! Why they all so tall one?
I look like I'm glowing here but.... NO it's just the sunshine! Or rather, me shining.
Games!
Team Diarrhea again :)
Asher! The hot Australian guy on our team :)
David, pastor's kid! :) so cute, teaching them how to make a Santa Claus' face! Things got pretty messy cos..... the kids threw the glitter on us :( and got glue all over themselves. Still, it's fun ;)
Marvin! My awesome photographer friend, his psychotic smile. NOW YOU KNOW WHY I'M LIKE THAT HUH.
Muaykia so absorbed in writing her Christmas card ;)
Matthew teaching them how to do up the stuff!
Xavier chasing the ducks :) hehehe, yes they rear ducks! Pretty cool, don't you think? The place behind is the kitchen, where they have their meals!
David:)
Their homes! And the kids :)

Day 4:
Ewww praying mantis outside out hotel room. Ugh :(
Fluffy! :) the cute dog in the eating house! So cute please :(
Arghhhh my heart just melted la! Walao I miss mt damn much now :(
Sophan! With the meals that the Taiwanese couple cooked for them :)
Okay so there's this Taiwanese couple, which we visited during prayer walking! Shared Christ to them and yeah, they had like this huge Buddha poster on their walls :/ they dint accept thou, but we did up cards for the Xmas rally and slotted it under the door cos they weren't at home! And guess what, they came over to NHO at night with torchlights and told us that they wld try to come for the rally, and said we could just ask them for anything if we were ever in need ;) and offered to cook a meal for the kids, awesomeeeee! They accepted Christ at the Xmas rally btw :)
Sorry, very tired. HAHAHAH. Christina like....... nvm. LOL

Annie and David! Annie's super loud, and she's my mortal HEHEH
Asher doing his break dance :)
Passing the villagers the invitation cards for the Xmas rally! Check out their living conditions, so don't complain! >:(
Cow! Just skins and bones, no wonder the beef serving like so less. HAHAH okay joke.
Pigs! @ the winemaker's house. We were prayer walking, and this couple which I shared to, accepted Christ! :) awesome, Praise the Lord woooo. They make white wine for a living, and rear pigs!

The family which I shared to :) the winemakers!
Matthew Estee Sheryl :)
Our translator, uncle Chern in the backgroud :) sharing to another villager!
Hay! Their living conditions again.
Asher sharing to them kids ;)
Amen :) this is a hut, btw!
Muaykia :)
The "Annointed Hut" HAHAHA, SNN and Joys teaching the kids English! And our translator, Paul :)
The school kids @ Xmas rally :) Did discipleship with the English learning kids!
I was doing the kids ministry! :) see how many kids there are, from the village :)
The kitchen! See how blessed we are?
Their sink, no they don't have "push and water will come out" taps. They need to pump water.

Cooking maggi mee for our lunch! @ NHO :)
30 packets woah.
Michelle! There's a video of us cooking the maggi, so go to my profile on fb and check it out!
Serving maggi mee, good waitress huh :)
:)
Walao Marvin................................. YOU ARE MY FRIEND!
Asher with David, Marvin sitting on Xavier, and Sheryl!
At night, playing lightsticks and sparklers with the kids :) Thavit!

Zhiting like damn extra la :(
Muaykia and Thavit! :) Love you two babies.
Their happy faces:) anw I touched the hot part of the sparklers by accident and ouch :(
Pretty pretty :)

Day 5:
Matthew and the kids!
Sheryl Rhonda and kids :) on the swing thing at the orphanage, check out the xmas tree in the background :) this was..... the day of my birthday :)
Thavit with the card I gave him :)
Matthew Sheryl Thavit :)
Muaykia and the Xmas tree :)
Spot me! Hehehe the kids :)
We were gna leave NHO :( don't cry dear!
Thavit and Sheryl :')
The chicken farm NHO has! Our team :)
Sheryl Michelle Thavit! :) heheh
Matthew Jodie and kids :)
Team Diarrhea! Top row: Joys SNN Pastor Roy Asher
2nd row: Paul Wanting Michelle Xavier Jiehao Charlene Weiyu
bottom row: Yuling Zhiting Annie Matthew Sheryl Estee Rhonda Jodie Christina
The kids and us!
Kids with the presents from our church :)
We are VIPs! Had dinner @ this pretty place called Nagaworld :)
They birthday surprised me! Woah I totally din't expect that la! Hehehe we were at this awesome restaurant like Sakura but better! (plus it only cost 10USD)
They said: Eh Sheryl come, take photo! And purposely placed me in the middle, shocked me with a bday song and cake! :D

Sheryl Jiehao Asher! Why I look so tan/round-.-
Our team again!
Last day in Cambodia :( our team! Okay half of it.
This is what I suffered from, aft coming back from Cambodia :(

Well, so many awesome things that happened in Cambodia that can't be contained in a post! But God is working thru His own awesome ways in Singapore:) if you wna know more abt Cambodia, ask me! :)

p/s the kids said I'm pretty heheheh :) "sanai" is pretty and "song ha" is handsome! :)
p/p/s I miss them alot :(
p/p/p/s go check out more on fb :)

Sometimes, let God

2010-12-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

Luke 5:5-6 (English Standard Version)

⁵And Simon answered, “Master, we toiled all night and took nothing! But at your word I will let down the nets.” ⁶And when they had done this, they enclosed a large number of fish, and their nets were breaking.

With just this small act of obedience and submission from the heart, so much blessings are being poured out!

God, help me to obey and submit to you even when my night of fishing has just gone wrong and I feel that its over.

I want to trust You not because of the rewards that I may receive, but because you are God and the fact that you do not base your love for me on the amount of catch I have.

From Samuel
I love reading Ss's blog, its like an awesome encouraging place whenever you're confused, upset or unhappy.

Going to Cambodia to serve God, it's gna be awesome:) God will definitely work thru us to bless the people there! And my backpack is bigger than me................ Humph. I shld pack my stuff now. Am drained.

HI JUNNYIOW. PLEASE CALL ME BACK. SOS 911 999?!

Because we live

2010-11-12T22:39:00.007+08:00

The world was unfair to Jesus when He was living as a man.

So with Jesus in us, and us living out Jesus, do we expect those who are close to us, those whom we do not know or the world to be fair to us?

No. Never.

Obedience is really opening the door so that you allow God to continue working in your life.

From an act of obedience, I don’t need to be afraid of what I stand to lose, because even if everything falls apart, God is there for me.

Even though sometimes I may not stand to gain when I obey, I will still obey because obedience is never because of rewards or whatsoever but obedience is to show my love for God and that truly I want to do things according to His will.

If a person can’t even trust and obey God in the smallest of things, it just proves that something else is taking the place of God in the person’s heart.

From Samuel

You keep me sane, Justified.

2010-11-06T23:23:00.005+08:00

Don't focus on the yog people, but on the conversation! Hehehe.
Sheryl and her red bull advertisement.

Yay church was awesome today hehehe, steamboat was fun! Megan and her friend came today :)

We played this weirdy game for ice breaker! Slap Kummy bear, eat snowy and Kummy bear fly.
Alisha gave me a can of red bull (see above) which made me uberly high.
My ears and cheeks were blushing. Ask Daryl or Kira!
I got plenty of mosquitoes bite. So I scratched......... for half an hour. Til I bled.
Red bull raises my body temperature.
I tripped over the cord extension during steamboat.
I served Siyu, Helio, Junnyiow and Eugene Koh Yewgeng because they worked hard for Founder's.
And thus, I scalded myself.
Because the vermicelli dropped on my hand.
I was still blushing.
I ate 3 cheese tofu woooops.
The steamboat soup splashed on me...... maybe 5times?
It rained
And I played in the rain
HENCE I am sneezing in my room now.
Kope-d prawns from Yaode....... and it dropped on the floor :(
But I fed Yewgeng one!
Saw how Daryl and Yewgeng practice their "egg skills" heheheh
That is to half-boil the egg yolk in soup and eat it
Yewgeng's expression = priceless.
Awesome time spent with Justified!
Mango cake for Zheng Ning's birthday (he wasn't there :( )
Chocolate cake for Tsz Yan's birthday!
Kummy bear fetched us to the bus stop with the church van heheh

YI BBQ! ♥

2010-10-24T12:22:00.016+08:00

Hehehe exams are over! Yes officially over yay, and God is really awesome all the time! Got the results I deserved:) And the YI BBQ yesterday was super fun, massive photo spam! With dearest Alisha's DLSR hehehe.

The awesome brown eyes! I LIKE.
Maomao! Because he looks like a cat in this photo, you can see the rowdy guys in the background!
And we reached Labrador! (Chrysalids)
The whole awesome bunch of Justified!
*inserts lots of hearts*
The sea, the salty air, and the seaweed!
Me: You can make lots of tao kae noi with the seaweed! Natural salt too.
Yeap that's Samuel on the tree and Junwei trying to attempt to climb it too. This is why there are safety railings at the edge.
Candid! Alisha said that my flying hair is like the tv hair advertisement.
Proof! Can do hair advertisement liao heheh Christina too!
Brown Converse, shoe bag, glow stick, and long hair!
I like my shirt! Sunshine-ish. Note the hair please @Alisha and Samuel heheh.
The kite from another's lg got stuck in the tree....... :/ the string was still intact, until they cut it and it became like this
With the loosened string entangled on the branches :/
It was gna rain, so people formed a prayer group to pray for the weather! :)
That's a kite. The Sunil-kite, which has a huge nose. And distorted eyes, with his name on the top. COOOOOOL but abit fail, or so Junwei said.
Another kite by Alisha! I think we had 5kites, one of them by Guo Ning was super cool, like paint splash and fingerprints!
The Sunil-kite again, and that's my hand!
Soon..... The overcast sky. Like a storm.
Then, it became like this. Totally dark and it started pouring. So much for the "What a sunny day" on my shirt huh hahahaha. But Junnyiow said that I am the sun! So nice heheh. We hid under a big tree at first, but the rain got heavier and we ran a long way to a sheltered area...... With the beehoon tray covered by paper plates.
Drenched heheheh but it was fun running! Royce and Daniel.
This is my head?! Okay. Alisha said that you can count 27 strands of my hair in this photo.
Yeah, fun much! Duh, with Justified!
And we can still smile (plus eat beehoon) in the rain! This is Desmond, da-si-mon. And Weiwei! Heheheh Serena was super motherly, giving us beehoon plus drinks. Once in a lifetime experience, with Justified! Something I'll definitely rmbr :)
The rain stopped! See I told you to have faith :) This is the charcoal!
Yes that's me fanning the fire. I was the assistant chef!
Zhiren told me that I can't use the whatever-you-call-for-laying-food-on-the-pit to fan because there's plenty of holes and it can't displace air. Physics much.

FOOOOOOOD! The hotdogs were overdone. VERY. And I am officially in the Scavenger gang heheheh With Zheng Ning and Samuel as the leader. Scavenging for stingray + sotongs!

Helio piggyback-ing Gajesh!
Soccer! Royce-seeeeeeee.
Joys instructing them to do some stuff, I think. Oh to help Kummy bear with the food. I THINK. The guys!
Me fanning the fire. I think I messed up the photos a bit. But I was the MASTER CHEF when Iris wasn't around! Idk how to spell her name thou, we just met yesterday :/ but she's an awesome cook! Now you can call me Master chef Sheryl :) Oh Jonas, Xinle and Zhiren came! I think the fact that Zr came was known alr, by the displacement of air thing HAHAH.
Evening :) LOVE THIS PHOTO! It was awesome la really hehehehhe :D Love Justified to the max! *bimbo* I love Alisha too :)

Things that keep me alive

2010-10-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

Corny pick-up lines:
I love you from the bottom of my stomach cos people say I'm a bottomless pit :) ;D

megan says:
WE SHOULD DO IT SOME DAY
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
OK
megan says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHA
OK ON

I have no idea what are we going to do though hahahahah but definitely not climbing over walls in school.

You. So please take note that you're an important aspect of my life.

2010-10-03T01:18:00.005+08:00

Sunshine-ish girl:) I miss Yingying! (and how she'd pinch my cheeks) Happy birthday to you, Childrens' day child! God bless heh.

The week ahead will be hectic but I believe that God is gna bless me with his overwhelming love :) because He's awesome just like that! Today (or rather, yesterday because it's 1.37 am now.) was superb in church :) yeap, sermon + lg is the bombz yo!
Yup self-encouraging myself :) heh. There's a mustard seed at the bottom cos....... child-like faith :) hahahah go figure! Been long since I've updated this place, busying myself with church and school. I love the former! Really hahahah. And my knee hurts now.

Sometimes I wonder why would God still bless me so much, when I'm so imperfect/suck-ish. But I know it's because He loves me :) Oh and Alisha sent me this super encouraging msg which was awesome :)

Alisha: I guess seeing you able to recover from pain encourages me. And that you're not afraid to be different.
Lol! For one you don't follow trends & you're very realistic. You''re honest and nice. It's like a ray of sunshine! And although sometimes when you feel like shit you know right from wrong and have your priorities straight and eventually you get back up again! Haha plus you've nice hair. Smells naiss 2.

That, by far, is the best encouraging message I've ever received :) thanks heh. Oh and my voice sounds like Talking Carl when I pitch it high :/ I realise I blog randomly when I feel like it (look below) hahahah. I miss you.

Bye bye:) I love Justified :)

2010-09-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

Sorry folks! I've been busy with school, God, lifegroup, my family and peers. Not to mention falling sick :( Oh gosh, physics SPA's tmrw! So scared that I'll either screw it up or create an explosion with acids in the lab :/

You know, my hair's long now. Random hahahah I miss being able to slack at home when I was sec 2. Now, all I do is sleep. No more slacking for this pig.

Yup, I don't have erotomania. YOU HAVE.

Study camp!

2010-09-07T20:47:00.009+08:00

facShe's like the awesomest dog ever (awesomest? Hmmm)

Went over to my gramps' and it's the most relaxing place I know! With my baby cousin hehehhe it's like stress-free there yay I likey hah. But got scratched terribly by Snowy yesterday, was carrying her and she saw a cat-.- then....... yeah. Showed lg people the photos, like woah :/

That's not all!
Yeah she scratched me til no end, only on my left arm thou. Well at least I din't get bitten by dongdong (Christina hahahhaha) on my hand. Oh and I learnt how to tie French plaits! A little fail thou.............
The end's like prety messy but still looks good right :) hahahah I've nothing better to do!

STUDY CAMP!
It's the boomz yo, hahhaha. Justified is totally the best! Studied at the table with Samuel and Junwei, Desmond and Daryl joined us aft that! Free snacks and drinks :) heheheh now we know who the real glutton is. It's super cold inside the 3rd storey hall, like REALLY COLD despite turning up the temperature.

All their jokes cracked me up hahahahaha really. Like me teaching Junwei maths, telling him that I wanted to swop work with him, swopping Chem tys for Chinese Ispl of Sam's hahahaha cool right! He did my tys (for fun?!) and I wrote his overdue compo heheheh. (due half a term ago)

It's super fruitful today :) Studied chem and Sam doodled on my tys + chem tb but... I likey :) Hahahaha 4packets of post-it pads, and I finally understand chem:) next is History! I can talk History in Chinese, ask Junwei hehehhe. Oh and my green watch ran out of battery :(

Justified is awesome:) discipleship too! Awww I miss my lg now. I have a bunch of friends who really love + care about me woooo hahahah yay. The best part? God is watching over us all yay x2 hahahhah.

Oh the guys are crazy over Caifan. Go figure what's that :) Oh and good luck to those taking exams, N levels etc :) will be praying for you!

I don't know half of what exists in Singapore, let alone the world. But I do know who created all that, and He's an awesome God :)

2010-08-22T10:43:00.002+08:00

I think snowy is absolutely cute!

Life is going good, revision for exams is going swelllllllllllllllllll. And I suddenly miss lifegroup........ I mean Justified hahahah our new lg name! Woooooo you all are awesome people :) Haven't been mugging much this weekend, went over to my gramps'! I am lagging behind in my social life hahahah but I'll sacrifice mugging for them 8)

Live Like We're Dying is naiss! It has the instantaneous cheer you up feeling. And I think, I will score for chem. Cos I have.............

THIS! Flagged/tagged with post-its by me hah easier reference yay. LIFE IS GOOD. GOD IS GOOD. ALL THE TIME! Please scroll down to read the post on YOG because it's naiss too and I like it :)

2010-08-15T12:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was awesome yo. Sunil's leaving for US on 1 Sept........... Hope there'll be a public holiday for Teachers' Day so that we can all send him to the airport! 8) We all will miss you bro :( 3months! Please come back soon hahahah.

Oh and I think pasting his photo on lg toilet notice is good! Prevents more people from coming in, intruders alert. And my constant pester of wanting pizza for dinner has finally paid off! (I always ask and he says.... next week luh) We will have it the day before Junwei's birthday, next week perhaps?

And please be amazed cos I've successfully finish one whole packet of chicken rice for dinner last night in church :D my appetite is really increasing....... Not proper meals, but junk food. THANKS DARYL FOR BRINGING SO MUCH SNACKS TO CHURCH *inserts loads of hearts for this kid*

Icebreaker was.................. AWESOME! Guess who is on the other side. John was absolutely hilarious then, okay la we hinted him that it was Daryl and he jumped up shouting DARYL DARYL DARYL!!!!!
Royce's face was like :O total classic. Helio and I were laughing like crazy pigs omgosh. I wuvvvvv lifegroup manz, yes I know the lg people read my blog!

2010-08-09T00:57:00.005+08:00

Awww man, memories :(
Daniel and bb stuffed staff bear! So cute.
Bb boys taupok-ing Junwei. Poor small boy. "Eh I sec one only leh :("
I have huge eyes hahahah by Alisha's DSLR!
Interesting life I have. Daniel Royce Brandon Daryl Junwei and...... Yewgeng's picture. Oh and bb store smells very naise :D really. Now my hair smells like the bb store!

WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
secretly you are a bunny
i like bunnies
Megan says:
??
lol
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
they're fluffy
cos bunnies hop/ jump

2010-08-07T00:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SSSamuel WOOOO!
Trying to plait his hair!

I know right! His super brown eyes = hot. Hahaha I did not take this or keep it in my laptop or smth. It's in the picnic album! (Fb) Okay nvm. Happy birthday again Sss hahaha 8) you are my awesome encourager!

I still rmbr he was the first guy I cried to, in sec 1 hahahah over some...... dumb stuff :/ now I feel stupid. Yay idk what else to say, but hahahah have a blessed day sss! (read your phone if you are reading this) HI:)

And yog is very nice hahahah awesome shingzzz! Like totally cool wooo hahahah COSBT did great man, God will be proud :) so did BBSS and the primers! And YI heheheh love you church ♥

And the fireworks were woop, looked like it was raining fireworks cos we sat so near to it :D today is awesome! (or yesterday hehehe)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SSS AGAIN :D

Everyday I'll walk with You, I'll be like You in everything in I do! ♥ you God :)

Lots of love.

2010-08-02T17:53:00.003+08:00

Sigh sometimes I wish things weren't so complicated and that we can always return to the past. Sadly we can't.... So I shall invest more of my love in lg:)

I secretly miss Sunil and our core. (ignore my lost look thanks)

And the boys/guys in lg are superbly nice. And awesome tooz.

I miss last year. This is so nostalgic, goodbye life. I'm going studying.

2010-07-31T00:08:00.004+08:00

Festival Of Praise! (FOP)

Woah FOP was awesome man, sitting beside Daniel Teo and Yaode makes everything a blur cos they're so hyper hahahhaha. And Yaode was talking to Daniel, when his saliva spewed on my face-.-

Yaode: It's an honour okay!

Hahahah and there were more than 8thousand people there :D everything was super hyped up woooooooo hehehhe and Planetshakers is the boomz man! Hahah Pastor Che Ann is in deep kimchi. I absolutely ruv FOP, can't wait for lg tmrw :D and, Pastor Daniel was there too! Like woah, PD's the honourary treasurer or smth. COOL MUCH.

16 hours out make me feel like a zombieee.

Furry

2010-07-28T19:07:00.002+08:00

Nice scar hehehehehe got bitten (scratched, actually) twice by a cat. MEOWWWWWWWWWWWWW (Megan ah-heheheh) the cat was so fluffy....... and cute, and it kept meowing, and gave me the kitty eyes so I had to go pet it. It decided to repay me by biting -.-

Thankfully my human reaction time wasn't very slow (Physics SPA hehehehe) and only got away with a scratch. And I kept petting it, still. Then it wanted to bite me again and I just walked away-.- Sigh weirdy cat. So cute, yet so evilllllllll.

Anw Mr Goh praised me today ^^v wooooooooooo. Did spa without much help, and yay I'm somewhat improving :D secretly I feel happy because I got 8/10 for amaths too yay! Today is gooood cos I helped SS buy his file okay random heheh, and bb store smells very nice. God is great, all the time!

Double slack lessons, pnw + hmwk = awesome:) Sakae after sct with mummmmmmmmy heheheh happy day!

Another view of my scarrrr, shall get snowy to avenge me. Just kidding heheheh bye!

2010-07-26T17:21:00.004+08:00

Bluey sky, just like the ones I said in sec 2. AWWWWWWWW :'(

Life is hectic now................................ VERY. I've to juggle shitloads of stuff, 8subj isn't really that easy YOU KNOW? Stress much, and I've this tendency to curse whenever things don't go right. Hopefully, these things will change for the better.

On the brighter side, my aunt and family came back from England woooo = reunion dinner (alil late thou) = food, glorious good food! *inserts hungry face* and the dinner yesterday was woah, prawn, chicken with fish paste, toufu and fish. Sigh I love prawns. And did I mention that my baby cousin is veh cute?
Trying to take a photo of himself
Curious wor.

Gladys says that he's cute....... Well you haven't seen him yet.

OH, and my dad found a dog near his workplace. Apparently it ran away from home (must have been abused) or got chased out. And it kept following my dad, sweeeeeeeet. Huge but obedient German Sherpherd, damn friendly too. Doesn't even bark o.o
HUGE RIGHT. But I likey :)
So cute you could melt, someone adopt it please!
Awww I'd adopt this if I could, but it's not HDB approved......... And mummy doesn't allow, sadly :( I'm a crazy pet lover, yes yes I wna open a pet shop. GET IT OVER!

K this is a proper post, I guess. Oh and I know it's pretty obvious how things are, but I'll still go back. (JUNNYIOW) Soon.

2010-07-12T19:53:00.004+08:00

I think I should post everyday (almost) like Megan *INSERTS ALOT OF HEARTSSS & FUNNY GAY RUN* Sigh I think today was fun and tiring tooz. I like twirled potato chips too yay.

And screw this I just plucked out some keys on my keyboard to clean cos they were dirty sigh and now idk how to put it back. Fml. And I am damn pissed about something, I shall blog about it.

I think that this sucks because I obviously do NOT like changes even if it is good for me or whatsoever k. And anyhow shifting things in my room doesn't not make anything better. Heck, why should I believe in what you believe, and you don't believe what I do? UGH MEGAN.

This does not make sense to you, but ugh sometimes. I really wna kill myself, so take me seriously. *serious tone*

2010-07-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

Alex . :(. says:
oh
i see alr..
eh sher
relax ok
really
i mean
i tell you..
this might no link a bit
hmm
hard to say
aiya anyway

..................................

WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
WHAT A BITCH

Comprehend me, please. I like friends like Alex, because they hear me rant and give nice advices. Yes, if I've ranted out to you, you are a good friend:)

I love Jenny:) but....

WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
i wna eat dessert
유미 says:
lol
eat la
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
we go eat tmrw
:)
wantt
유미 says:
cannot
later get fat
im on diet
WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
WHAT
유미 says:
LOL

AND, I think someone should have more pride than steal my property. ASK ME WHY.

2010-07-01T19:15:00.007+08:00

Life's being pretty screwed up lately, and now I'm sitting on my swivel chair wishing everything including you can just go away. (Yes it is a hint, so back off okay) Megan's not replying me I feel damn sad now.

Sigh sitting in a chair with your heart beating wiki wiki (- fast fast) having the fuzzy weirdo feeling is really not good. I wish I can like die now, threw a hissy fit yesterday sigh. Anger mangement lessons please :(

Shall let the pictures explain for themselves kkayzxzxccxzxz :D
awww her eyes (L)
PAWS!

Yes it's hair! my long................................... ex-hair :(
SEE THEY CAN HYPNOTIZE YOU.
Bowwow cheese nuggets are nice!
My hair on sgt weekend hahahaha plaited by JingYi:) so nice y'know! But everything started dropping out so yeah. I feel like eating sashimi now!

There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.

2010-06-24T22:59:00.001+08:00

WOOF SNOWY (A) says:
sighhhhhhhhhhhh life sucks
take drugs
cut yourself and make sure the blood spills

Well, that's what I think about. Mostly.

2010-06-22T23:00:00.001+08:00

HI it's been long since I've been back here. Went msia last week 14-16th June and had to leave my love behind.................
But it was fun! 10 floors of shopping situated IN THE HOTEL. Everything was cheap too, should go there again sometime. I MISSED MY SNOWY TERRIBLY. (I mean it) Shall let the photos do the talking cos it's been long since I posted photos. Sorry loyal readers!
Custom Immigration! Malay is coool
Greeeeeeeeeen scenery which I was so SICK of looking at.
What do you do when you're bored on the coach?
HTF! :D
Swimming pool on the 15th floor!
Hotel from 16th floors onwards, til the 43th floor :/ And it's coool cos there are 2towers and in between is the swimming pool! Skyscraper-ish.
Indoor theme park. Would you wna ride a roller coaster like that?
Living room weeeeeeee! There's a mini kitchen too:)
Rotatable tv! From living room til bedroom, 360 degrees turn.
Yes, it's gross to take photos of the toilet but it's cool okay. (Not double toilet bowl) that's for washing your hands I THINK.
Usually it'd be the shower included with the tub. But the tub was leaking so...............
BREAKFAST. I am hungry now :(
My long hair........... What it used to be. I chopped it off :( Okay the end of my trip hahahahah and my phone was always on during the trip, so if you texted me you might get charged :P And I had sakae yesterday! When I came back the whole floor was strewn with newspapers, sigh snowy.

Yes I cleared it up, the things you do for love........................ I miss blogging.

TICK TICK

2010-06-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

From Jenny's! :D

I think that shy guys are incredibly cute.
A stranger has complimented me before.✓
I always hold the door open if somebody behind me is going through the same door ✓
The last shoes I wore were black.
I own a pair of white flip flops.
I have a personal xanga.
I doodle on my notes during class sometimes.✓
Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday.
I actually study for tests.✓
I cannot do a cartwheel.✓
I can do a handstand underwater.✓
I have not tried tomato soup with grilled cheese.✓
I use AIM.
I have the old version of AIM because I like it better than the new one.
I’ve never had the chicken pox ✓
I hate leaving voicemails.✓
People who try too hard irritate me.✓
I have a scanner.✓
I was named after somebody.
I do not have a tattoo.✓
There’s a piece of jewelry that I wear daily.
I shower at night.✓
I prefer the sunrise over the sunset.
The walls in my room are a color other than white ✓
I have a picture of myself kissing somebody ✓
My guy friends like to carry me around.
I’m constantly misplacing my chopstick.✓
I wear gray eyeliner.
I’m not afraid of snakes.
I don’t get sick easily.
I like green tea ice cream.✓
My nails are naturally healthy and strong. ✓
I have a job.
I have my own car.
I still live with my parents.✓
When I was little, I loved string cheese. ✓
I have to pee right now.
I have freckles.
I want a pet chinchilla.
I love it when my car has a full tank of gas.
We don’t have a desktop computer at my house.
I have been in a relationship for longer than a year. ✓
My parents are from a country that isn’t the one we currently reside in.
I dislike the wind.
I’ve had 5+ piercings throughout my life.
I almost always do my homework.✓
My name ends in a vowel.
I sing and dance obnoxiously when I’m home alone.
I like the way mango smells.
I prefer silver over gold.✓
I already have plans for my future wedding.✓
I’ve taught somebody how to swim before.
The last highlighter I used was yellow.✓
I know the first three ballet positions.

Bold what you own. (Lazy la, tick okay)

1. A cell phone.✓
2. A hair straightener.
3. Your own computer.✓
4. Your own car.
5. Chanel/Dior/Gucci/Salvadore Ferragamo.
6. A designer purse.
7. A boyfriend/girlfriend. ✓
8. A curling iron.✓
9. Every Fall Out Boy CD.
10. Something from American Eagle.
11. Something from Hot Topic.
12. Something from Hollister.
13. Something from Abercrombie.
14. A pet.✓
15. Some type of trophy/award.✓
16. Full/Queen-size bed. ✓
17. King-size bed.
18. An iPod.
19. Something from a professional team.
20. More than $100.✓
21. Monster, Full Throttle, Amp, Red Bull, etc. in your fridge.
22. Something Green Day.
23. Xanga.
24. Myspace.
25. Makeup.
26. A desk in your room.✓
27. A hill in your backyard.
28. DDR.
29. A pair of skis.
30. An alarm clock.✓
31. A pair of ice skates.
32. A pair of Rollerblades.✓
33. A treadmill.
34. Your own phone line.✓
35. AIM.
36. Yahoo!
37. MSN.✓
38. ICQ.
39. AOL.
40. Perfume/cologne.✓
41. Bath lotion.✓
42. Necklaces and bracelets.✓
43. A journal/diary.✓
44. Yogurt and peaches in your fridge.
45. X’s in your screen name.
46. A birthday in September.
47. A famous relative.
48. A relative in a different state/province.✓
49. A disowned relative.
50. A relative that lives in Florida.
51. Your own bathroom.
52. Your own band.
53. Any rock band shirts.
54. A guitar.
55. A hammock.
56. A basketball hoop.
57. A soccer net.
58. A bike.✓
59. An electric scooter.
60. A minivan.
61. A V.C. Andrews book.
62. A friend that does drugs/alcohol/smoke. ✓
63. A locker at school. ✓
64. A baby.
65. Sparkly blue nail polish.
66. A “Vote for Pedro” shirt.
67. The movie “40 Year Old Virgin”.
68. A promise ring. ✓
69. A pool table.
71. Trampoline.
72. Livejournal.
73. Flip flops. ✓
74. Steve Madden shoes.
75. The Sims 3.
76. A ping pong table.
77. An air hockey table.
78. A basement.
79. Converse(s).✓
80. Construction paper.✓
81. Markers, crayons, etc..✓
82. Coloring books.
83. A nice singing voice. (what do you think!)
84. GameCube.
85. Xbox.
86. Playstation. ✓
87. PS2.
88. PSP.✓
89. Some type of disease.
90. Rose Red movie.
91. VCR/DVD player.✓
92. A mom or dad.✓
93. An older brother.
94. An older sister.
95. A younger brother.
96. A younger sister.✓
97. A twin.
98. A sled.
99. A lake/pond/river/ocean near your house.
100. Friends who like you.✓

2010-06-01T21:58:00.001+08:00

A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. “Madam, what is the matter?” the hostess asked. “You obviously do not see it,” she responded. “You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat.” “Be calm please,” the hostess replied. “Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available.” The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. “Mam, I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class.” Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, “It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sitin the first class. However, given the circumstances, the captain feels that it would be scandalous to make someone sit next to someone so disgusting.” The hostess turned to the black man and said “Therefore, Sir, if you would like to, please collect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you in first class.” At that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what they had just witnessed stood up and applauded.

Racist dear. I salute to the awesome Captain:)

2010-05-16T21:41:00.010+08:00

Yay life has been pretty boring, hence the lack of updates. Sorry, but since exams are over...... How can you not have fun :) especially with THE LIFEGROUP! I've been thriving with the awesome people there, fun fun. Exams were okay, cos I have an awesome God who guides me thru everything!

Friday 14/May
Last friday was a veh veh veh veh fun day out with lifegroup. We went to Botanic Garden for a picnic, played Monopoly deal, Uno, and had pizza for dinner yay. But the frisbee fell into the water thrice, the guys used a lifebuoy to get it out twice hahahaha. Seeked help from the National Park guy once:)

Kumyong: why are you not playing soccer!
Sheryl: Cos I'mma girly girl
KY: So are you like a barbie doll? Do you come with accessories?
S: Erm no....... But you can personalize my hair! *flips hair*
KY: WHAT!

Hahahaha that was reaaaaaaaally funny (to me) and the day passed by in a flash. I feel as if I'm writing a compo hahahahah this would be a good topic. The best day of your life. Ohyeah Helio's slippers broke and he's very fun to talk to. And Sam injured his shin while playing soccer with a rubber ball. Yes the ball dropped into the pond too hahahahahah. Poor Sam and shin, it isn't getting better now :(

But we prayed for him, so I guess it'll be okay soon! Yeap Leong/Kumyong sent some of us to westmall, then Alfred and Helio sent me home:) Hahahahah Helio and his slippers! Epic funny manzxc.

How can you start a day without Sunil?

Sam and Daryl, guys-.-

Gajesh, Guoning, Sam

Kumyong teaching the noobs how to throw a frisbee hahahah!

Eugene and his coooooooool muscles made for throwing frisbees :)

Presenting.... KUMMY BEAR!

(and his funny expressions)

For all the Samuel lovers, check out his brown eyes yo!

I like Helio's expression.

The Monopoly slackers, with Sam. Poor injured shin :(

The expert showing you how to play Monopoly deal!

(Clockwise) Sunil, Sheryl, Alfred, Joshua, Gajesh and Tiffany.

AND THEY STARTED TAUPOK-ING EACH OTHER. Daryl, Guoning, Colin, Zheng Ning, Gajesh.

And more monopoly deal! (Clockwise) Alfred, Sheryl, Helio, Tiffany, Eugene.

Poor Yewgeng dint have any beginner's luck :(

And then we had.... PIZZZZZZZZA!

Yeah, and the "lazy ones" played uno. :P

Joys & me! (or whichever way you want it to be hahahah)

SPOT ME! I think the frisbee made its way into the pond again.

VEH CUTE DOGGY! (I likey)

I took this with the hugeass DSLR:)

And night falls:)

Saturday 15/May
Sat was fun too, lunch with Sam! Then service and lifegroup yay I'm looking forward to next Saturday:) Hehehehe okay I'mma go sleep now its getting late.

HELLO MEGAN! (I typed it as HELLIO, too much of Helio here)

2010-05-11T22:27:00.001+08:00

SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
am i specialllllllllllllllllll!
cos you're talking to me while offline-ing

SOME TIME LATER...

PhoebeLye says:
ok la ok la, you're very very very special happyyyyy? :D
SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
YAY!

I'm hungry.

2010-05-07T14:15:00.000+08:00

Awwww Lambert. But you just had to be gay :( *wrinkles*

2010-05-01T21:50:00.001+08:00

This is why I don't blog very often. Life is awesome. So are the people around me :)

2010-04-07T17:55:00.004+08:00

/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
yay
help me do chinese hahahah
tmrw got chinese test
yay!
next monday got physics test
yay!
next thurs got chem test
yay!
next monday got amaths test
yay!
today got double maths test
yay yay!

Okay so this is my schedule for next week and this week haahahah k bye must study.

I am a fan of my own dog! Hahahaha.

2010-03-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Okaaaaaaaaaaaay, long since a proper update. Aw this won't be a proper one either. Left with chem homework and physics elearning, sciences are killing me-.-

Cross Country
54th position! Honestly I won't have made it if not for music, encouragements (Ms Lau: you go eat pizze hut ah, why so long!) and water from Zhenhao/Royce. They're so nice, road marshals can offer water one leh! And dearest Gladys ps-ed me :(

Oh yes, Jerome walked with me for 40% of the cross country too. Fun fun.

Term 1's progress report
EL: 60.2 B4
CL: 64.8 B4
AMaths: 62.5 B4
Emaths: 59.3 C5
Chem: 51.0 C6
Physics: 50.3 C6
Combined Humans (SS Hist): 59.0 C5
Lit: 63.0 B4

Not really good but hey, thank God. Must buck up on sciences, and jiayou for that 1 mark which will change my grade. (: gogoogo!

Holiday Homework
Loads of work, think i've completed most of it(: tmrw's the last day to sleep in! Before another hetic week of papers, pens and me. Not very well balanced cos there's only one me and so much work. (Note, it's much cos its uncountable, it's not many - countable) Right whatever.

English ws (checked)
Chinese wb chapters 1-8 -.- (checked)
E/AMaths ws (checked)
Physics elearning (started abit)
Chem paper (BLANK)
Lit essay (checked)
Lit characterization (checked)
SS project (summarized abit :/)

I feel as if I'm missing out sth. Oh, tests when schl reopens. Not looking forward to that, when I haven't cleared up the mystery of Mole concept. Oh well.

Lifegroup
We shld be named Karobod! (Kairos-Kabod) Lifegroup was fun today, nice to hang out with the guys! Like Eugene cos we gush over the same things (inside joke) hello sister! Your handwriting looks gay and I hope I won't need to get the "Baby names" book for you. Junnyiow Changyi Samuel Siyu Helio Eugene are crazy people. But fun!

Samuel says:
hello ss
ss are you ss-ing? or physicing?

SS stands for small sheryl/samuel or social studies! Hahaha ss so white.
Okay thanks for reading bye have fun doing homework(: (count your blessings)

2010-03-18T21:07:00.002+08:00

my light-saber is unleashed 可惜不是你 says:
but anyw you're a good senior
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
really?
that's encouraging
my light-saber is unleashed 可惜不是你 says:
that's what counts right :D
all the UG people i know have regretted joining a UG many times
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
yeah, not attendance or whatever.
ME TOO.
I might have a weak immune system, but that shall not kill me!

Like really encouraging. To be truthful, I really regret.

Don't lie, you all have thought that way before right?

2010-03-05T20:40:00.003+08:00

I promise to update every week! Oh I need chem tuition :( DESPERATELY. I cannot understand what Mrs Ooi is talking about every week, like huh how many pills needed for gastric pain? How to calculate? WHY?

Common Test results!
English: 15/25 (only 9people passed so don't expect much)
EMaths: 27/40
Physics: 13/25
Chemistry: 10/25
SS: 9/13
History: 7/12

Not too bad, except for my sciences :( chem was considered okay alr, comparing to Phak who got 4/25.. Thank God& I'm reaaaaaally happy cos I dint study much. :)

2010-02-27T17:23:00.001+08:00

It's been sooooooooo long since I've last blogged. Yeah I'm sick again, but there's a new addition to the family!
new hamster(:

New sofa!

Snowy is super addicted to playing with the hamster(:

Marshmallows to cope with late nights!
Sec 3 is stress, stress & more stress. Ug camp next week!

2010-02-19T20:38:00.001+08:00

I am a..

HJ says:
sfp
small friendly pig
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
ermmm
OI WHAT PIG

Hahahah(: I miss sec 2. Random I know, but I think.. Lit rocks. Hahahah, and I hate camps.

2010-02-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

I wanted to stay in my room, but I din't on the fan and it was too hot aft 15min.

HJ says:
O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS
O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS
O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS O LVLS
1 year only
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
omg
stop telling me that
I KNOW
HJ says:
not to mention
you'll be taking it inside the hallllllll
super nervous
haha
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
with aircon
yay no homework today heh
HJ says:
positive thinking
haha
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
lol
cant be bothered to do
HJ says:
omg what kind of O LVL STUDENT TO BE are you man
go do TYS
HAHAHAHA
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
one that doesnt have homework
ITS MY OFF DAY K
HJ says:
HAHA
oaky
have fun day-offing then
see ya soon :D

No I am NOT in denial!

2010-02-07T11:15:00.002+08:00

Steamboat with cell yesterday was awesomeeeee! Hahahahaha, and Yikiat was super funny cos he was noisy :P I love my jacket! Alot(: and I know my foot is super small compared to Alan's. (size 4 vs size 99)

Yay who wants to come over to my house in the third day of new year? Can come over eat(:

2010-02-04T20:57:00.001+08:00

42 inch lcd tv(:

2010-01-29T20:46:00.003+08:00

I feel like posting, and I like Jiayi's post!

Lcl Saga 2?! I dont know what seriously did I do to deserve Lcl as my teacher. She's the most uncaring, unreasonable teacher I have met in my life, other than some asshole teacher in pri 2. What's the job of a teacher? It's not to make sure that your students score A's for all their subjects. Its to guide them, to encourage, to motivate? Does Lcl even have any of this qualities?! I doubt so? She never once motivated or encouraged any single one in class.

Everyone puts their best into their projects, she grades everyone down. Doesn't effort counts too? I'm sure it does, if it doesn't, why everyone burn their weekends just to complete her projects?! She doesn't even appreciate it, I do see why we should like put in so much effort and do. It is just totally wasting our time, weekends are very precious to us now, doesn't she know?
-Jiayi's blog.

AMEN TO THAT. I know, we laugh in her class but deep down we actually hate her. (refer to top pl0xx) & What can we all infer from the source above? 13m question (Lit, hist & SS students can infer more!)

From the above source, I can infer that Lcl is a horrible teacher. As much as it is a biased source because we're all her students, she is biased too and therefore does not deserve any mercy. She does not qualify as a teacher, she does not even have the basic manners. She scolds people, "idiots, those who are hated by others are useless people" but she does not take into consideration that she is hated by other people too. The purpose of this source is to degrade Lcl and imply that we all shld appeal to MOE to sack her (:

I like my answer! :D don't really deserves 13m but aiya, what is there to infer from her? Inhumane oO I hope we can write a letter to change teachers. If it backfires then.. uhoh. WE will all just die in her hands. Insurance covered!

Snowy& her treats(:

2010-01-28T18:58:00.003+08:00

With the anti-Licl group, namely Yixian Jiayi (38 lol!) etc etc, its like.. FUN. Cos our 手册 is like more worth than a plate of $2.50/3.50 Hainan chicken rice. & everyday we have to read our 鸡蛋, 鸡腿 and 考零蛋. & I'm dropping to clb! If Mauvic drops, I shall drop too. (another one of those talks with Mr Siah-.-)

2powerpoints in a week, 2 lblz everyday. Hell, with 知识红包! 8lines, for 发发发! I can't wait for tmrw with the ~~debate~~ (wait, no one's supportive) gathering again.

Ohyeah, braces aft New Year!

2010-01-24T00:23:00.001+08:00

Can I rant out about sth? Ohno I can't, cos it'll just mess up your minds like what it did to mine.

2010-01-21T20:08:00.001+08:00

I am sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. And I lost my voice (not really)

2010-01-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

Okaaaaaaaay, third day of school. & I can't wait for lockers, the person's coming this friday! Ohgosh, thanks *inserts name* for lending me put my books there (sorry I forgot your name) :P and 2rounds arnd the school w/o stretching is really-.-

Dead blog dead blog, at least school was okay. *quotes Mrs Toh* must use ink pen! Lol, and I have maths tuition. Which is quite good I think, finished chapter 1 of Emaths last saturday. Diagnostic test today was okay, but the rain just spoilt everything..

Ohya, Lcl rocks. Yay since all my books are in locker, I only need to bring lit tmrw(: *very cute smiley face*

2010-01-01T22:58:00.005+08:00

It's 2010 alr! Frankly I'm a little erm, sad about it thou. 2009 was awesome, cos of..
2e4' o9! :D ohman, I hate to leave them :(

Kairos Xmas Bash! :D yay, so cool. Hahaha actually Idk what else to post alr, just that 2009 has been awesome.

My room getting repainted
Streaming
My door getting repainted
Drill Competition
My windows getting repainted
Toilet got renovated
Erm, I realized that I'm afraid of the dark
I GREW TALLER!

Hahah, that's about it I guess. Oh, & for your entertainment..My P3 photo! Hahaha, I'm at the bottom left corner. Spot me!
& cuteness starts from this baby here :D soooooooo cute. (duh snowy's cuter) Hahaha. & I'm suppose to be upset about sec3. Ohmannnnnnnnnnn.

2009-12-30T16:23:00.002+08:00

I think... I won't be blogging anytime soon. Cos of all the teachers next year. Yeap. Like erm, Lcl and errrrr. Actually she's the only one. & I am like wowwwwww over the teachers. Ohman, sec3 sucks. Just by looking at the timetable.

Yeah, and Xmas bash was awesome(: I shall go do chinese homework now. Or maybe play Plants Vs Zombies first.

2009-12-10T11:03:00.005+08:00

I am officially 14! :D thanks all for the birthday wishes(: Ohyes, the most impt part (not really :P) I got this..
From
Roger Poh! :D hahaha. This pig surprised me last night at 10.30pm plus plus, asking me to go down to my void deck for some weirdo reason. & he forced me to eat the cake by hand! Hahahaha, and he's scared of cockroaches :P I look sooooooo weird in this, cos I had to bend over to take it what! And also cos SOMEONE's phone de self-timer sucks :P

This is Ellie, from Hz :D it's called Ellie cos it wasn't an elephant. & no Roger, I am not a kiddo!

Hahaha, thanks all :D Ohya Yaode, choose between marble pudding & cards!

2009-12-06T22:20:00.001+08:00

♥ GLADYS says:
LOL
i try
cos here th things very exxxx :(
greentea chocolate ?
you want ?
it's nice
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. says:
OKAY
OKAY
I LOVE
OKAY
OKAY
♥ GLADYS says:
okay
LOL
re;ax
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. says:
go china
♥ GLADYS says:
relax
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. says:
if got green tea cookie i want also
OKAY?

Hahahaha she's in japan now alr, enjoy yourself there babe! :D

2009-12-06T15:34:00.004+08:00

Okay okay, I am back! I bought sth for you, yes you. Cos you took time off to read my blog :) anw I very lazy to update photos la, cos I forgot to bring my memory card there-.- so only have about 6photos in my camera :P

Thailand's quite fun thou, but I missed class dinner :( booooooo. & I got stung by mosquitoes about, a million times there. So now I suspect I might be having chickenpox. But I had the jab alr, so it's okay. I HOPEEEEEE.

Anw, my camera is really so shitty cos I cant convert the photos on it to the memory card. Shall buy a new one soon:) Ohya, braces aft CNY! So random lol, and the dogs in thailand are reaaaaaaaaaaally cute! They are allowed to roam freely.

I only have 3pictures thou-.- crappy usb cable, hard time finding it. Got bluetooth on lappy also cannot use-.- tskkkkk.

Pretty towel-folded swans in the hotel room:)

Okay la, Idk who's this lady. I just wanted to take a photo of the monkey. cos he looks like my..

EMO CHIMP! :D

Yeah, tiger. Rawr. Lol hahahahah, as you can tell.. My camera's really shitty hor. The tour guide told us sth creepy. That one of the hotels we stayed at, was infested with bed bugs before. Ewwwww.

We're just a sad song, with nothing to say.
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay.
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you.

2009-11-26T20:17:00.003+08:00

I'm flying off to Thailand in 36 hours! Actually I'll much rather prefer to stay in Sg with snowy :( it's not mt thou, just overseas with my family. Won't be going for class dinner, photos photos! Rmbr to snap some :D

Coming back on Dec 2, I'll do a proper update by then(: see you all soon! (have fun mission trip-ers!)

2009-11-12T11:56:00.004+08:00

Poor blog, but Im here to revive it! First, subject combination results are released today alr! wooooo, 3e2 :D Pure lit, & loads of 2e4 people inside like erm. Changyi, Yuxin, Jiayi, Junyi! Hahaha my deskpartner leh, I'm definitely sitting beside him again next year.

Actually, I forgot that the results were released today until Alan msged me this morning :/ woops, thanks for all the prayers thou(: Yup, happy sheryl(: & maple crashed, my desktop icon couldn't find the file.. Zzz, so now must re-download.

p/s All the classes next year are in random order oO
p/p/s nice hair(: hahaha!

2009-11-09T14:49:00.001+08:00

Alan, this is for you! :D hahaha, soooooooooo cute. Credits to Xiaxue!

2009-11-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

Month one:
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month two:
Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month three:
You know what Mommy,
I’m a girl!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you ,
Even though you can’t hear me.

Month four:
Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month five:
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month six:
I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month seven:
Mommy, I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, forward this

I want to eat donuts now :(

2009-11-01T19:54:00.002+08:00

I have officially graduated from sec 2/lower sec :(

And my height-weight thingy is.. 90% :P

2009-10-29T15:33:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINPING 兔子! (26/Oct)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM :D (29/Oct)

Fell sick for the past two days, but today was awesome! Tmrw will be the last official lesson-day for 2e4 alr :( *emo look & draws circle with Siwei* boooooooooo. There's still class chalet thou, so it ain't so bad :D

Maths today, some weird clinometer theory test thingy. & I totally embaaaaaaaaaarrassed myself la!

Miss Ng: the possibility of inaccuracy for blah blah blah is the..
Me: Wind
Miss Ng: steps you took
Junyi: lol!

*covers face* selling mochi icecream is fun, esp when Weiting buys from you! :D he bought like, $5 worth of mochi. The two for $1 kind, so he bought 10 mochi-s!!! People were staring when my hand couldn't contain enough mochi. Aiya, small hands what! Not tall also, tskkkkk. But still, fun! :D

Weiting is rich + nice = generous

Yeap, fun fun fun. Two days w/o school, and there's so many news like going to Hort Park tmrw. Do what? CIP, like recycling-.- Ohhhh I can't wait, to pick up litter.

Honey if you stay, you'll be forgiven.

2009-10-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

Dug: Hey I know a joke! A squirrel walks up to a tree and says, "I forgot to store acorns for winter and now I am dead." Ha! It is funny because the squirrel gets dead.

DUG! :D hahaha, the super cute talking dog in.. UP!

2009-10-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

Done with subject selection(: yes sec1s, this is how tough decision making is. Yeap, pure lit! I dint do it based on my results thou, Gladys was rambling on about how I cant make it. Well, we'll see(: come on laaa! who are you to judge w0rhhzxc.

Met up with Reena Sheryl& Veron today, sudden craving for oreo cheesecake! So I bought it on the way home, along with Gladys(Tan)'s Ferrero Rocher(: 谢谢你！:D really blessed by my peers, & today's sermon!

Ohya, there was a massive traffic jam on my way to church just now, at least 20 over cars in line waiting. For? Petrol, kiasu people who kill the environment by chionging to buy the $1-discounted price. TSKKK.

Changyi is taking pure lit as well! :D parade yesterday was nice, steamboat! (Cy only brought the pot :P so cute) but Kira had a migraine, which was kinda bad. Walked arnd the school for fresh air with her, now she's better!

No more lower secondary, recess time at 9.30am le :( 2e4' o9! cant wait for class chalet.

Dear,

2009-10-21T10:22:00.003+08:00

So.. Today is promotion day (according to Jiayi) waste my mc la :( now I am suffering with green mucus/phlegm. Eeeeeeeeeyer, right? Too heaty alr, but at least sore throat's gone alr :D Last night wasn't so bad, dint wake up at 1am plus to cough out my lungs.

Can my mc for today be valid for tmrw? I badly wna rest at home :( ohyaaaa, subj selection! I am lost, even thou I have decided which combi I wanted to take. Pure lit, elect hist/geog? Or pure geog, elect hist/~~lit~~? goshhh.

2009-10-20T18:29:00.006+08:00

Okay, short post before lappy runs outta battery. Sick, with 2days of mc :( Miss Ng dint call in the morning, so.. issit okay to skip school? :/ wasted my afternoon by pigging in. But aiya, sick what! so its a valid reason.

Throat is currently killing me, woke up at 1.30am trying to puke out all the water/strepsils I took. Now, my voice is sooooooooo weird/scratchy. Doctor says I just need more rest, so thank God 我明天没有去学校 :D lol.

Class chalet oO & superr sweet almond drink! okay random. I want my results back! & Weiting's gna buy me crumpler for my birthday (the mini one) :D

2009-10-16T20:44:00.011+08:00

Time to glorify God(: Hello rotting blog!

English: 72.8% A2 (actual)
Sciences: 66% B3 (actual)
Chinese: 64% B4 (actual)
Maths: 67% B3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHICHENG LOOK HEREEEE.
Lit: 42% D7 :(
History: 58% C5
D&t: 76% A1
Art: 70% A2

L1R4: 13 :D (but idk if it's correct anot)

Happy with my results, really. I made a superr big improvement since ca2, like duhhhh! click. with God's grace(: I improved in every subject, except Sciences& Art. The only subject Im disappointed in is lit :( LAST TERM WAS A1.

As you can see, I've got 3As 3Bs 1C & 1D. Yup, but most of them are just papers. Hope last term's lit results will pull me up! & someone has been encouraging me to no end, THANKYOU! :D even thou I treat you as my punching bag.. Ohwell, time to play!

Til the very end.

2009-10-09T13:19:00.003+08:00

I love Up :D

Hahah, I really do! Talking dog and an adventurer cute kid(: superr cute luh! & the old man. I am fantasizing over a cute movie :D now I feel like watching it all over again, value for money okaaay! When's the dvd coming out?

Exams are almost over(: left with one more paper, d&t . Then I can slack for 2 and 1/2 months until schl reopens. (upper sec le lehhzxc!) cannot be childish anymore. Subject combination, pure lit or pure geog? ohman. ss+ hist or ss+ geog?

I am so indecisive :( combined science? *quotes Kim* shall not worry about that now. Yeah, for now only :/ 7subj or 8subj ?! wtheck man, okay SHUTUPSHERYLNG. stop rambling and babbling about random stuff.

Ohyaaaaaaaa. Maths paper literally killed me, Chinese was kinda hard. English + Lit were alright, I guess. History was easy la (no kick :P) & &, Chemistry was superrr easy la. But Physics.. dint do much revision on it thou.

Miss Chua: chemist are smart people. Unlike physicist who find out about forces you can't even see

Art is a total waste of time, really. Im finally free from picking up the paintbrushes/ pencils to draw anymore. FREE FROM ART FOR LIFE BABY! Yaaaay, 2 whole days to slack. WAIT. Exams arent over yet :(

I dreamt you turned gay :(

2009-09-26T13:51:00.003+08:00

Dropped one of my baby molars, so now I only have 3baby teeth left. Or so I think :/ I wonder how the dentist will react. Okay, so I pulled my tooth out cos it was feeling shaky last night while eating potato chips. :/

Then now there's this layer of bloody skin arnd my gums which I think is digusting to clean off.. AND IT HURTS. Maybe not so much pain but.. Nevermind. Think its gross, shld probably go revise maths/physics. CLB!

Ryan is not responding to msn nudges when I need someone to rant out to badly :( 你在哪里？*lost look* I know Im not usually like that but.. Listening to You Found Me by The Fray calms me down :(

All the vibrant colors I see
And the shades that fill the grey

I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything"
Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came

Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late

2009-09-24T18:06:00.002+08:00

By the grace of God(: Didddddd you know.. I failed chem& physics quiz :( 2/10 for both quizzes, but got VR for physics' cos I have an MC! Yeap, must mug more for my sciences alr. And surprisingly.. :D I passed maths.

Not only just pass, but I got 11/12 :) :) :) :) my best maths quiz ever, hahahaha boosted my confidence to the max! Okay, I shall go copy 作业 now. & revise a little bit of maths, I hope :/ 7 MORE DAYS baby!

2009-09-22T18:04:00.007+08:00

snowy is sh0x cute w0rhhzxc.

I think its raining now, had physics makeup test aft schl today. Totally unexpected, but surprisingly I feel good about it(: There's only 9 more days to sa2, I think? Havent really started much on revision :(

& I need help please, on history. But history, I flunked all my tests. *quotes Yixian/Mdm Goh* But what can I do? Not like I feel like taking history next year as well.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Yeap, roller coaster much. Dont think I'll update much, maybe aft sa2. Cos there's nothing fun in life now :( not muchhhhhhhhh, but just need to jiayou for awhile only! *quotes my typo error* must 加油 cos got 嘉仪. Righty-.-

2009-09-18T17:22:00.001+08:00

Yes I am sick.
Yes I dint go to school.
Yes I have an official MC and you all can stop judging me now.

2009-09-17T17:09:00.004+08:00

Okay, first things firstttt. 2.4km today was.. okay? Ran like some mad cow, thank you Adalia Xinting and Yuxin for the encouragements :D and I set a record, 15.41min :D it'll be some number I'll rmbr for the rest of my life man :D hahahah!

But I had some horrible after effects, like my vision got superr blurred, an awful headache and my legs had muscle cramps/turned jelly. My whole face was superr flushed and I kept sweating you know? Right, the kinda I-wna-puke-but-there's-only-water-in-my-stomach situation. Gagged at least twice :/ Looked like I was crying.

Still feeling quite sick, headache's been my best friend for at least 2hours alr. There's at least 14days to sa2, including weekends. Ahhhhhhhh, havent started on art yet :( what if I just flunk everything?! *pathetic look*

Last night was horrible, today was worse. Was feeling low at 12.25am this morning, scrolled down my contact list to decide who to msg. *super lost look* then there was Ryan and wowiie, he's the kinda super fast reply you in 1min one. Thank you Ryan!

Thank you for being there, so wonderfully understanding. Yup my best, but still. :)

2009-09-16T15:32:00.004+08:00

Miss Ng totally flared up just now, scolded us cos we took an hour to complete 2 maths wb questions. Ughhhhhh I think she's seriously picking on me alr, either she's not happy with me or she saw me use my phone in class. She doesnt like short people >:(

Or maybe she couldnt get that guy's number from her 96th matchmaking session yesterday-.- perhaps its just pms, or premature menopause. I hope not, there's only 10plus days left to sa2 excluding weekends..

Sadly, I can only concentrate during weekends. :/ no more online for 3hours straight, Sheryl Ng Jiayi bunny chinese/history failure. Okay, cannot flare up or I will fail physics. *crosses finger* ughhh history.

You can say whatever you want, I don't have to prove anything to you
Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you.
-Roger Ebert

Yeap, I think its time that sentence got into my head. Mmhmmm and I have like alot of faith in chemistry sa2, dk why. But still :) God won't give you anything you cant handle. so, its time to run the last lap and get under 13min for 2.4km run!

Oh yes, my fault again. But, nevermind. I don't care, yes I'm not gna care anymore. Whatever, you S.T.U.P.I.D whale >:(

No surprise.

2009-09-14T16:11:00.005+08:00

Oh my rooftop. There's only 15 more days to sa2 (according to Kim's blog) yes, the horror. I wna take clb, pleaseeeeeee. I think my post ends here cos I have to chiong ALOT of homework. Okay la, not so much homework.

Because you cannot be bothered to buy a file for me. Yes, simply because you keep breaking your promises. I really had enough >:( Okay Sheryl, resist the urge to kill someone. *crosses finger* urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, thanks ah. For consistently & continuously ruining my very nice days.

2009-09-13T12:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL (13/Sep)

Church was awesome yesterday(: (: met up with Veron, Reena (again) & Sheryl yesterday before going in; anddddd.. I can go to mission trip! :D but the deadline's over so.. anyway, there's still a chance :D my mum scolded me when I told her the deadline was over alr, so die die must go!

Veron: Beauty World, Ugly World, Under World, Sheryl's World, Veron's World, Roger's World, Reena's World!

Thank you Roger for the rocher, prawns & coins! too bad la (insidee joke!) ohhhhhh & I saw GLADYS NG yesterday at westmall traffic light (cos she called me SHERYL NG) huhh, so late alr still out ah^^

I still have a whole mountain of homework waiting for me, havent even complete half of it yet. But, they're not so impt as the lit portfolio thingy, chinese compo, maths paper/test, physics ws/test & thats all I guess?

Not alot right? -.- thank you Reena, Roger & Veronica for giving me ideas on the alternative ending for CCF! never cheat la, borrow some ideas only :D I.. merged all their ideas tgt :D so its still creative okaaaay!

Okay this post took like 15min of my time, which I can use it to run downstairs to buy green tea or sth. See you all, very nice people(: I shall go mug/ do my work now, streaming coming in 3weeks you know.

Goodbye :( its not gna come back again. I wonder where are the stars.

2009-09-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
i wish there were more ryanfoo-s in the world :(
thanks guys for the fun day :) says:
LOL why ?
why more foos?
/SHERYL sunshine! (A) says:
then there'll be more people to understand me
-
thanks guys for the fun day :) says:
dun be liddat leh
you like not the cheerful sheryl

More Ryan Foo Shi Hao-s please? Reaally :(

2009-09-05T22:07:00.003+08:00

I feel so drained now. Met up with Reena& Veron before going church, I fell down so unglam-ly today :( got bruise on my knee alr. Sermon was awesome awesome, why no one ask me for service feedback yet :( dk who to send it to.

me: *turns and dint see car wedge*

BIANG goes my file and everyone's attention got diverted to me :/ lucky there was a certain bunch of nice people who helped me upppppppp & shielded me so that other cell groups dint see. THANKS *covers face* so paiseh :/ Yikiat literally went :O

Weiting: 我把你的 file丢掉啊！
me: 不可以！
Weiting: act cute!

Never act cute:( Hahaha, Weiting bought ___ for girls you know? Lijie came to church today! No Jinshun, I dont have a secret crush on him okay. I crush on Mr Siah^^Thanks Yaode's Dad for the lumpang (free ride la noob) to westmall :D

Lijie, you came to church todayy! why I asked you to come you never come, then Junnyiow ask you come then you come?! Gay with him issit?!
-SHERYL

English: 53.0 C6 :(
Chinese: 45.6 D7 :(
Maths: 58.5 C5
Sciences: 66.6 B4
History: 47.3 D7
Literature: 74.0 A2 :D
D&T: 75.6 A1 :D
Art: 70.0 A2

I dint expect to get c6 for Englsih:( wow just look at my chinese, *shakes Daniel's hand* rmbr my 12.5/ 50 chinese test? Thats why I failed.. Yes, how can I fail chinese? cos Mauvic got 3/50 for his test, thats why :D

2009-08-31T19:43:00.002+08:00

MR SIAH, READ THIS!
Next time, get us a better chinese teacher that can actually teach chinese. Not lecture us everyday for 3/4 straight weeks, making us unable to concentrate. Yes, its because tmrw's Teachers' Day.

Im not judging, if you're saying Im mean cos I judge, you're judging too. Judge much? ask Changyi. He crushed his paper and wanted to throw it at her, opps^^ gg :D pink colour leh pig! It turned you off right :D

Nevermind, Im really glad now. That Mr Siah is back from reservist, and chinese lesson wont be just doing maths homework. I wonder how Mr Siah will react when he sees Mauvic's ct marks, just to spite that relief teacher. Ohwell, its all overrrrrrrrrrrrr(:

Righty right, just realized my sister got double chin. Im not supposed to make my blog posts more passive :( Okay, tmrw no schl. I shall go eat my chocolate bar. Bye bye you all very tall people reading my blog that dont tag.

Cheers for history test-.- like anyone will pass.

2009-08-26T19:30:00.005+08:00

Chemistry: 18/25
Physics: 14/25

I. PASSED. PHYSICS! Hard work pays off! (okay maybe not that hard but..) & I had a very nice dream that I got 21/25 for Chem, my best subject-.- but, there's a difference between reality& dreams. SPOILER >:(

Sorry babes:( got caught during Physics by Jenny for.. aiya, dont need say also know alr right? But, I rather take Gladys' advice(: see babe, Im alright. I know I keep saying that, crap now idk what I really mean to say. Nevermind, touch my hand cos you're short -.- (inside jokeeee!) btw, Gladys beat me in EVERY subject. Tuition please.

I have a bad feeling that Miss Ng might wna call my mum soon. & my report card this term would be.. filled with underlines :( last semester I only failed one class test for maths. This semester? Failed chinese test, 12.5/50. Failed many things, dont have to ask alr.

But nevermind. *quotes Mr Quek* you just need to improve. Okay Kim, we'll conquer physics k-.- an unrealistic dream but.. there's a reason why its called dreams and not goals. Maybe I'm giving up my dream, doesnt seem that nice anymore yes?

Thats not how you do it, thats not how you solve things.

2009-08-25T17:45:00.003+08:00

Okay, back on track *grins* Joy owes me a chocolate since last year. & Mr Siah is coming back next week! Got back most of our test papers.

English: 14/25
Maths: 18/40 (we only have 20 passes, so dont stare)
Chinese: 27/50
History: 15/30

Thats all I think, havent got back Physics& Chemistry yet. Maybe tmrw! Guess I flunked pretty badly this term, but at least I tried my best. I revise& revise& do my work& read thru test paper& wasnt allowed to go church cos of exams and what?

Nevermind *crosses finger* am in a good mood, but then again.. Mental health?

2009-08-22T14:34:00.002+08:00

Before:

After:HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY! (22/ August)

Actually I wanted to blog a reaaaaally long post but aiya, nth much to blog about. Not like my life very fun or whatever but I realized my post is becoming more passive (Mrs-Loh-much?) okay shld try to make my post more active^^ dont horny. (its active right?!)

Okay I just burst my pimple& got alottttttttt of blood but blood cannot be measured right? Crap too much english alr, I have a very nice feeling about chemistry CT :D Maybe I'll get a distinction since 90% of the class passed& 50% got distinction *quotes emo chimp* I might be one of the lucky 50%

Mmhmmm I must must must try to at least pass Physics, but I have a very nice mindmap so I think shld be able to understand most of it ba^^ Jonas very.. Idk what to say. I have been trying to send him the HOM project summary since like what, 12.56pm? Its 2.15pm now& he's still idle. See what fever does to your brain?

Ohya Mr Siah is coming back on Teachers' Day, speaking of which.. I passed chinese CT 27/50. aww I know its the typical just pass results but hey, at least I dint get 3/50 like Mauvic. & Im thankful for that. The chinese relief teacher broke her promise cos she dint kill herself, even thou Mauvic failed Chinese. Adults, you can never trust them.

K I shall go do chemistryyyyy homwork (so that can be future chemist instead of pet shop owner, whatever!) & physics worksheet & chinese compo that Lcl kindly asked us to do-.-

Lcl: 你们现在给我做作文，等一下放学交功课！
Adalia: *mumbles sth*
Lcl: 好吧，明天交！
Adalia: 明天没有上学..
Lcl: 那就星期一交作文

Not very cute eh? I got a bad feeling she'll be my chinese teacher next year. See la, Mrt building the platform doors alr, one lesser way to kill myself. Okay Jonas is un-idle alr, bye bunny! (inside joke) :D

3rd

2009-08-19T17:01:00.007+08:00

My blogsong changes my mood, but it still describes how I feel. How weird. I totally screwed up physics & maths. STREAMING YEAR-.- I forgot who wrote the national anthem. Ohno *gives Changyi face*

*hops arnd* Common test is finally over, which means I get to maple again. Okay okay, thats not the main point. It means no more mugggggggggggging for 1week, at least. Or so I think, dont wna study so hard til 11.30pm anymore.

To avoid questions, just keep saying YA. Until other party gets irritated
Me: Nicholas, who you staring at? *stares*
Nicholas: *stares* ya.
Me: ya what?!
Nicholas: ya *grins*

Ohhhhh & Miss Ng flared up at us today cos we dint do our worksheet. So we got a free period doing nothing :D Shush about my eyes Jenny, crying too much in the night makes me look horrible in the morning. Got link right?

Ugh whatever, my post ends here. Feels like everything is coming back, the suicidal thoughts the quarrels the cutting. Hold on to your words so that one less/more time does matter:(

Let me say one more thing before these
Beautiful mistakes we’ve made run dry
Well I thought this would all blow by
And everything would just turn out alright
And this would all be fine
So say goodbye to days like these
I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes
Well maybe not this time

2009-08-13T18:45:00.002+08:00

I failed my chinese test, 12.5/50 :( One more time I failed doesnt really matter alr. (refer to this post, you can skip this part if you're not in 2e4 express chinese class) but I really did study for this test okay-.- but cannot means cannot alr, seriously.

I dont like the new chinese teacher, I really dont-.^ she makes me feel super *insert own words* in her class, & I still think Mr Siah is on holiday or sth. How can she even be able to call him if he's in China doing reservist?!?! Zzz.

But aiya, 1month only-.- Fail chinese, go clb! (am trying to make Mr Siah feel guilty for getting us sucha lousy teacher) Clb only what, no kick la. Right Mr Siah *roll eyes* I really dont like her, or rather. I despise her-.- she scolded Nicholas 笨 just cos he dint get the envelope.

Changyi: I wish Mr Siah was here.
Amen to that, pig. She said we could get our parents to see her! Yippee.

Gee, I just dedicated part of my once-in-a-blue-moon post to her. Very waste time right, tell you can skip alr what-.- Bitchy teacher. Okay okay, I shld stop saying nice things about her. (bitchy is an understatement) okay okay fine. Shall shutup.

There! Maybe I shld choose PLit next year, since *quotes my report book* I give good criticism. :D Mmhmmm, I still hold on to my stand that Im going Clb. Aiya whatever, lets my results decide for now.

Maths is slowly improving, I got 19/30 even thou I left a 2marks question blank:( Aft streaming, it'll be partaaayyyee all the way! Until I get my braces, that is (during Nov) then cannot party alr lol.

It feels nice to clear up all your doubts about chemistry, huh metal oxide/base not alkali ah?!?! HAHAH. Okay okay, I geddit about acids& alkali alr. Alkali got hydroxide one! *stares* can pass chem la, reaally. Physics also!

对不起 Reena, your meeting take so long la! Zzz, think I still smell abit like Mauvic. His deodorant laaa! but snowy still likes me :D k this is a longggg post, next time babes&dudes! *bites* No maple ah, play neopets la! :D

Oh so intricate.

2009-08-10T14:04:00.004+08:00

I had a weird dream.. that snowy got into a car accident :/ must be my brain telling me that I dont get enough dreams, aft reading Cheanpin's dream post.

Must. Stop. Mapling. Common test in exactly one week, the horror. Uh-oh, havent start revising yet. Byebye all, snowy is sick and I just changed my bedsheets. Got link right?

2e4 :( *cringes*
Yahweh:(

2009-08-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

Ugh, someone misinterpreted the meaning of my own room. Privacy, can it be eaten? Ugh, whateverrr.

Happy birthday Kira! (6/Aug)
Happy birthday Samuel! (7/Aug)
Happy birthday Jiayi! (8/Aug)

Eh, now got 18 Grams Of Love on okto.

:: gideon❤the next generation :: says:
think u cld be the change maker yrself

Change, change what? Mmhmmm, (according to Teens) I fit into the category called depression. Especially the suicidal thoughts *waves*. Up is nice, it made me superr motivated. But awww, depression?

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

okay Gladys, I know I look like p4-.- dont needa rub it in alr, at least I dont act like one. Or do I?

2009-08-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

But sometimes it's really hard to hang on . I mean I used to pin hopes on him, now I don't .
You kinda get used to one's actions/behaviour when time passes ..

So even if I think that his actions are overboard or anything, I'm like immune to them already
Hence I don't like telling stuff to him because I always get th feeling that I'm an irritant
-YUKI

Hopes, what hopes? Now, I know why Im so crazy alr. I think, this is sth worth being sad over. Cos everything's changing, and I dont like it a single bit.

Whatever.

2009-08-05T21:01:00.004+08:00

I hate listening to explainations.
I hate trying & trying & trying but it still fails.
I hate being so nice yet it spoils everything.
I hate getting disappointed.
I hate feeling so tired and I love the feeling of trying to get knocked down by a car.
I hate it when I fail trying to get knocked down by a car.
All in all, I hate my life. FML.

Yes I know, I know. Save the explaination(s), please. Nothing helps, so just shut up please. You'll be doing me a great favour.

I think land-ofdonuts.blogspot.com is a really good hiding place for me. Its the only thing I can confide in, you know? Wait, you dont. You know nothing.

Oh my set square, what the rooftop.